Tuesday, January 30, 2007
posted at 1:31 AM
things had not been going my way ..
both FRIENDSHIP and RELATIONSHIP.
people do change without one and another noticing.
whats the cause of the change?
its no longer important~
the end of us is when u choose to let go.
if that's the ending you chose, im willing to let go.
if you love somebody .. set him/her free.
reality is so cruel.
i was told to haf TRUST ..
cos that's the main thing that bind us together.
seriously i realy do .. ..
but i think only tings that are mention to me from him/her.
if not .. my tots will start to wonder off. i guess thats part n parcel of life?
how much can you trust someone?
so much more my hapy ending.
it sucks when we quarrell ..
it breaks my fcuking heart and let me tear.
i LOVE the way we love each other.
continue showering ur love please.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
posted at 3:18 PM
currently im having few thoughts running through my mind.
cow: wads so interesting about writing blogs?ME: is lyk a diary? just that its online and everyone can read?
cow: aint diary suppose to be PRIVATE and CONFIDENTIAL?ME: mayb cos people blog those things that they want to let people know?
cow: EXCATLY! so .. wads motive do that particular person have?a simple conversation with the IT-idiot jus reveals
everything.
he let me realise the purpose of blogs and the person writing it.
this is so saddening.
i happen to know this anonymous person's blog.
and i dono why ..
another anonymous person pretended to be ME and tag on this anonymous's blog.
wads the purpose of doing this?
you should know i oready had a bad frendship with this anonymous person ..
so why worsen the suitation?
hais.
no special reason for using the same blogskin as laopo.
posted at 1:20 AM
even if the number of people nagging at me 2 blog only reduce till one and only one.
i will still blog for the one and only one.
PL! =)
had been so tied up with assignments recently.
till we all cant breathe.
buden i realy lyk those nights where me and my grp TONNED to complete the assignments. laughter.. fed up'ness and of cos snorings accompanied us the whole nights.
thinking .. this time rnd would be the last time we 3 grp together ..
its jus so heart bearking.
BUD! wish ya best of luck 4 next sem. =)
continue to study hard lyk darling would scold you whenever u day dream
and i would missed call you whenever u fall aslp in class.
JIAYOU!!
me and cow had oready celebrated our 1st year.time flysss ..
it had oready been a year.
to my him:
都可以随便的
你说的
我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的你说的我都会相信因为我完全信任你细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感分享
热汤我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人
希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
*this song jus so describe my feelings to him*it feels great hafing a HIM to cook for me ..
hafing a HIM to pour water for me when i say im thirsty ..
hafing a HIM to force himself to take pics with me ..
hafing a HIM that only msg ME and only ME!
hafing a HIM that carrys my heavy bag .. hold the clumsy me and a protective him!
people might said i had changed ..
say im so MY BOYFREND.
i never deny .. cos i know im doing things i wont do!.
mayb tts the
POWER of
love.
people might think tt my him had changed.
changed to the worst.
but at least i know .. .. not the way he is treating me and
WILL treats me in the future.
curse me at the back for all you wants.
my mind is set .. i belong to him. =)
the innocent HER can see tings more clearly.
thanks for the enlightment.
things are getting between me and erjie. im realy very hapy. =)
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
posted at 4:54 PM
people arnd me were complaining that they took how long to complete the ECAD Assignment.
but ..
my grp was not much better arhs.
my grp had a stayed over at my place last sunday ..
jus to get the ECAD Assignment completed.
and i tell you ..
COMPUTERS PROGRAMS are STUPID!!
stop the difference between the HARDWORKING and LAZY!
hahaha. im so glad that the major assignments are
OVER ..
now .. the awaiting for the exams. =)
Monday, January 22, 2007
posted at 12:04 AM
HAHAHAHAHA! im back here agn.
yah yah .. take me for being bo liao jumping from blog to blog.
buden hor .. that blogdrive not user friendly.
anyway ..
im with my grp once agn ..
now at my place!
rushing ECAD .. .. hais.
i took someone from my hse window 2dae ..
amazing?
this guy was trying to pluck the mangoes from the mango tree right infrnt of my hse for his gerfrend lar.
his gerfrend was wearing a tube dress ..
and her boyfrend is up on the tree plucking mangoes.
-_-
and .. yah.
my bud is interested in aunties.
take a look ..
he does NOT order from the table ..
he WALKS to the aunty and order.
DER! EVIDENCE for you.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
posted at 6:34 PM
SHIFTED.
http://sweet-indulgence.blogdrive.com
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
posted at 2:17 PM
THANKS A MILLION TO EVERYONE THAT BOTHERED TO BE LEAVE A TAG OR SMSTO LET ME KNOW THAT THEY CARE.VERY MUCH APPRECIATED! *bud. =X*
Monday, January 15, 2007
posted at 12:27 AM
in that fcuking spilt seconds ..
you changed ur attitude towards me in 360degress.
i hate MYSELF.i hate MYSELF for the willing-ness to be with you.
i hate MYSELF for loving you.
i hate MYSELF for always tolerating all the nonsense you threw at me.
i hate MYSELF for being sad when u r angry.
i hate MYSELF for waiting ur damn sms to come.
i hate MYSELF for everything and everything that is related to you.
im freaking alone.
who can i tell all my bottled up feelings?
who cares and bother listening?
i hope i cud jus vanished from here and never appear agn!
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
posted at 11:20 AM
IN THIS WAR .. I STAND ALONE!
it hurts alot when i disappoint my frendd.
im sory guys.
it was very foolish of me to make such a decision.
i know nothing can be said to make you feel better.
therefore i tink apologising is the best ting to do now.
IM REALY SORY.
i want you to understand.
i tok to you and let you know my things is becos i TRUST you ..
andd i hope you are the one that can share my joys and sorrows with me.
i took you as my frend .. and you did not.
you totaly misunderstood my meaning.
i realise you took it all wrong.
im NOT and DON WANNA be the HOT topic between you and you to chit-chat about.
我怎么信任你，你却这样对我！you gave me a feeling that .. you wanna know more abt me so that you can update you.
ahhhh.
im seriously losing TRUST in every single one arnd me.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
posted at 1:28 AM
this day was the day i realise that something i learn in IT will come useful. =)
our call system was down today.
so .. everything went on MANUAL today.
from ..
taking over customer's orders ..
to write in down manually and gif to the respective stations everywhere ..
to manually calculating the total bill *ALL done by PL*..
and lastly .. collecting the bills and calculate the change using calculator.
i noticed all the disadvantages.
1) more work done.
2) orders might be missed out .. causing customer to be VERY piss.
3) very messy. things canot be confirm at all. (lyk whether did the customer paid anot)
4) waste alot alot of paper!!
then i told PL ..
"this is where WE IT students came in. we INTRODUCE technology to improve the operation"
PL: "ahhh. shut up!"
IF ONLY THE CALL SYSTEM BREAKDOWN B4 MY PM ASSIGNMENT!!ARGHH!!!get to chat with you agn.
HAPY! =)
Friday, January 05, 2007
posted at 12:36 AM
我的心酸酸的。
他已经连续哭了三天。
也不算哭，他只是默默的流泪。
看了，我的心好酸好酸。=(
一转眼，他已经是到小学的时候了。
换上校衣，帅气的他，带着沉重的脚步下楼等巴士。
没有看到他的笑容，
我的心都碎了！=(
不知道要怎样安慰他诶！
嗨`
第一天就已经被欺负了。
啊！！！！！
这就是我的他 。。 那笑容已经不在了.
i was searching for his old photos.
some real cutes de.
share with you people. =)
please teach me how to console him .. .. pleaseee.
im so in love with babys. hahahhaa.
darling told me that the class is going to KL for a trip.
she told me that the class happily did not include me and bud in the vaction.
she said that the class included her becos they were calling augs ..
therefore she is included.
this is a very saddening ting for the 3 of us.
but we know the status we haf in the class.
so .. .. we haf the 3 of us can oready. =)
nevertheless .. im still very disappointed with the class.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
posted at 12:47 AM
re-starting of sch days ..
i did not manage to wake up for the 1st lesson ..
but i went for the 2nd ones.
darling told me that my all time favourite lyk change people le.
i tried ..
and i realise the changee!!
ANGRY!!!
someone that made my day.
cyn. aston wanna find gerfrend? hahahaha. =X
anyway .. i receive the "GO" for going clubbing!!
hahahahaa. so happy!! =D
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
posted at 1:29 AM
people tend to mistake people's action.
i read pauline's blog ..
and she stated that "people" keep changing bloglinks becos "people" don wanna let her read.
why so sensitive?
i mean ..
let nature takes it course.
if you haf the fate to know .. u will know.
*if u bothered to at least search for it. hor PL?*i realise i MISS alot of LIFE out there!sch is starting real soon.
Monday, January 01, 2007
posted at 4:05 AM
HAPY NEW YEAR!!
HOPE YOU GUYS ARE ABLE TO FULFILL UR 2007 RESOLUTIONS!! =)
i haf mine and HOPE i will haf the determination to fulfill it. hahaha.
i got the sudden urge.
i wanna go CLUBBING!!
=X
*so jealous of PL. arghhhh.*
justine