in that fcuking spilt seconds ..
you changed ur attitude towards me in 360degress.
i hate MYSELF.
i hate MYSELF for the willing-ness to be with you.
i hate MYSELF for loving you.
i hate MYSELF for always tolerating all the nonsense you threw at me.
i hate MYSELF for being sad when u r angry.
i hate MYSELF for waiting ur damn sms to come.
i hate MYSELF for everything and everything that is related to you.
im freaking alone.
who can i tell all my bottled up feelings?
who cares and bother listening?
i hope i cud jus vanished from here and never appear agn!