when you r in the library room and slack.













































a nice gathering in such a long time. =)

the conversation between us today is very OBSCENE!!


*OBSCENE ONE*
ME: darling, 你的 adidas bag 坏了 har？
darling: 对咯！我跟你讲 har，那个 strap 那里坏咯！它破掉。
ME: （破掉？？） spencer 的也是一样 lehs. 跟你一样的坏法。
darling: har！是har？ 他的下面也是破har？

*OBSCENE TWO*
3 of us are in a library room at level5.

BUD: 诶！那个插的洞在哪里？
darling： nehhhh!! 在下面！
ME: *speechleessss*
darling: 诶！你要下去 har? 帮我插 lehs!
ME: *counter attack .. double speechlesssss!!!!!*

*OBSCENE THREE*
darling: 哎呀！我帮你插啦！我都在下面了！
BUD: 不用啦！我可以。我 stretch 就好了！
darling: 拿来啦！我脚酸了！
BUD: 哈哈哈哈。

*OBSCENE FOUR*
BUD bought us bubble teas and food.
darling handed me the bubble tea ..

darling： 哪 darling！
ME: oks. 谢谢！
darling: 要不要我帮你插？



此时此刻的我已经吓昏了！

i was surprised.
i admit i cant be lyk PL .. so calm.

wads upset me more is the pair of earrings.
i tot it meant some kind of special ting between us.
YOU told me that you tot of my st8 away and got me TT.
YOU told me that you think it will look nice on my so you got me TT.
after so many months .. almost after 1/2 year.
i realise it was as SPECIAL as it was supposed to be.
becos YOU got her ONE EXCATLY the same!!
seriously .. u broke my heart.

humans r lydat.
they only think for themselves.
i admit. i did htuomdab you infrnt of her.
tts becos u don deserve her loveee at all.
i hate it when i c u 3 saying your love each and bla bla bla.
(yar yar PL. u oso wanna say the same ting u me rites? hahahaha. =X)

u wanna know how i feel after reading?
i think i HATES her more!!
im soryy.

ahhh!! totaly disgustedd!

nono.
im not getting lazy.

is jus tt i cant blogg.

IM SUFFOCATING!
cos i canot blog how i realy feels.

im not lyk cynthia .. so daring and straight forward.
i don haf the bl**dy guts to do so.

even though im so FCUK UP by so many people .. i still don haf the guts to blog!
cos i dono how 2 face the consquences.

if only i haf cynthia characterr.
*i envy*

if u r reading JERY ..
i lyk DE. (u know how to define my LIKE.)
he HELPS me in the middle of night when im stuck at ANY assignment.
he HELPS me when i so needed someone to save me in my ECAD and DWA.
he WAITED and TALKED to me when he saw me coming from far away.
he SMILED at me everytime he walk pass me.
he TAUGHT me how to do a certain work even though he is sick.
so ..
i lyk DE! =)


its getting nearer to the dec 16th!!
im lyk damn anxious larr. =)


im LOUD .. not as soft spoken as gers out there.
im haf very good rship with GUYS den gers.
im ROUGH .. not as gentle as other gers.
im not appearance CONSCIOUS .. i don care if im FAT or big tummy.
i don wear HEELS and dress SEXY.

but lyk all gers out there .. i pray and hope for a good relationship wif my him.
相爱容易，相处难！
=(




im in love with the innocent H**.
so so in lovee.

i SO believe in KARMA in life.

跟她说的一切，
仿佛都已经出现在我们之间了。
给她一切一切的劝告，
都好像是我应该给她的。
好恐怖啊！！！！！！！！！！


everyone is complaining about assignments.



我快喘不过气。


will be helping my work place to put ur xmas decorations.
so exciteddd. hahaha.
i pray it better be a smooth nites.


PL! im lyk finaly get 2 c u tml. =)




yilinggg .. i did wads ya ask.
blog in english and chinese.
so .. dont 4get wads u promis me arhs!! hahahha.

the obvious DIFFERENCES.

working in cartel is killing housefly
BUT working in hooked is killing HUGE ants.

i carry 20bucks bag
BUT xiaomei.darling.dam.augs.gerald.imm carry bag nearly 100bucks.

people work to kill time ..
BUT i work for a living.

people choose working place ..
BUT not adapting to working environment.

dam wanna buy handphone for xiaomei
BUT myCOW says he is not so silly 2 buy me a phone.

you are scoring ADs
BUT im stuck at Ds.




(the one highlighted in yellow was my main point!)



HAHAHAHA!!

知人知面不知心,
愿你交友要小心，
不要交上没良心。

这是我在小学每次都跟朋友说的。
我以为这只是一个小学生所拥有的想法，
原来这在现实生活是那么的真实！

人与人之间到底有没有纯友谊？
难道在对方的心里刻下的 “永远都是一辈子的好友” 都只是在敷衍？

在一个人的生命里，
有些人是带来快乐和欢笑的。
但是还会有一些是带来悲伤和痛恨的。
奇怪的事，
留下记忆得却是那些带来悲伤和痛恨的人。
人总是忘了要饮水思源， 把那些承近带来快乐和欢笑的人给遗忘掉。


我在招待一桌的很久没碰面的顾客时，听到了他们的对话。

甲先生： 你都没打给我！
亿先生： 那你又有打给我过吗？
甲先生： 是你先没打给我的。


明显的事，
双方都没那颗真心要联络对方。
再多的解释，也只是掩饰。


我已失去了很多真心的朋友。
我真的忘了要联络他们，我就这样的把他们遗忘掉。
我真得很后悔。


真的厌倦了人类！

如果我会遇到一个神仙，
我会希望他把每个人的面具都撕下！
可是这只会造成更大的悲伤。

那么，我只能对那个神仙说 ：“起码让我知道谁对我是真心的！“


你有保握那个神仙会指你吗??











i love the innocent you. =)

有些时候，身为女人的我，真的觉得非常的丢脸。

不是我想损自己，
但是真的让我很无奈。

为什么女人就是特别喜欢别人的爱护和关心呢？
为什么女人就不能独立呢？
为什么身为女人的我们常常都会哭泣呢？

是因为真的觉得伤心吗？
还是只是要得到男人的同情还是注意？？

女人是口是心非的。

心里想着不会和你在一起，但是遍遍她的一举一动就在给你错误的想法。

女人总是，
说一套， 做一套。

女人，
最喜欢拿男人的缺点来压他们，尤其是承诺。
所以，
男生！！ 答应女人之前要三思！
如果做得到才答应！


没有一个女人会想失去一个男生的爱戴。
不管用什么方法，她都不会让他走的。











你及时才会醒过来？
难道这么多人给你的劝告你都不在乎吗？
我知道！
一切都是天意，一切都是命运。
但是，
人的一生是要自己争取的。。



如果你不想放弃 。。 。。 那就去争取！

a pink chirstmas tree in cathay. =)


















sch work is PILING up lyk no tmL.
need to chiong work and studies at the same time.
DAMNIT!

work is pleasant now.
i hope my tots will not change in future time.
looking forward to the 2 weeks holidays ..
where my KA-KIS will come back n join me. hahaha.
hor dam and buddd?

me and my thrifty life.

YEPS!

went for kLUNCH agn today.
with my xiaomei.

summary: MS is more worth it 4 kLUNCH!


sunday is a day for family.
ROT at my grandma hse for the rest of the dayyy.


SET my mind for the hp i wanna change to le!
LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. =)

mudsis went 4 billy bombers today.

i had d seafood combo.
n i haf 3 calamari .. 3 onion rings n 3 mussels.

i shared with my dearest gers.

(eating the mussels, my sis went .. .. )

SIS: is this the brain of the mussles?



















total BLANK-NESS me n xiaomei went into.




HAHAHAHAHA!!
TELL ME MY SISTER IS CUTESSSS!!!!

had my IS test today.
it was quite difficult ..
all d multiple choice answers r so alyk! hahaha.
anyone .. hope every other else will pass with flying colours. =)

suppose to map ECAD by tmL..
BUT i hafen finish it till NOW!!

hais.
sch life sux.
especially when the stupids r together n the clevers r in another grp.
life is never fairrr.
outsider will say "ONE MAN SHOW" when they heard MY grp finish the PM prj.
damn sians!!

MY DADDY IS A JOKER!

daddy: OH! i wanna drink the herbal tea u made.
mommy: drink lar! need me 2 feed u anot?
daddy: oks cans larrr. hahaha. BUDEN can anot? or u made it 4 display?

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!


starting to HATE grp wrk.

身边的每个人都愁眉苦脸，
搞得我的整天也不好受。

嗨`


真的希望每个人都能雨过天晴。



请大家都能往好的方面想，

不要整个脑袋里全部都是坏的一面。

因为每一件事，或每一个人都有两面。

所以在下定论之前一定要三思再三思，好吗？

不要做会让自己后悔莫及的事。




我会留在这里，站在这里不动，

因为我的肩膀永远为你撑着， 让你依靠。




能在一起是一种缘分。

想想，全世界有多少个人口，

偏偏红线就牵到你们两个人，让你们能有那么一点缘分能在一起。

就好好地珍惜好吗？

压力是让人成长的力量。



so .. stop complaining abt stress. =)

think of the bright side of life.

i haf lots of "candles" in my life.
upon junhao request .. .. NA! pictures.


















do u realise how long i hafen taken a picture wif u? PL NONG?!!!!

and of cos not 4getting.

i lead a hapy life. =]

my cousin send me a email a min ago.
i tot it was quite meaningful ..
so instead of 4warding the email (which i never does) ..
i will post it here.

$20.00
Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill.
In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air


My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.


Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
YOU ARE THE SPECIAL ONE.
Don't EVER forget it.
If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches,
the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring.

Count your blessings, not your problems.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.

meaningful har?
i always tot tt each and everyone of us will haf someone tt cares and love them.
is jus the number tt differs.
i mean .. does it makes any big difference too?

LOVE mite not been in only boy ger relationship ..
but oso in frendship and family love.
i don think anyone in the world recieve no love at all.

but .. LOVE someone from the bottom of ur heart pls.
it hurts hearing back stabbing and hypocritism behind my back.
i don wanna have someone lyk you to b so nice 2 me on the surface ..
but goes behind my back and start back stabbing me.

it mostly happens on couples.
I BELIVE AND I KNOW IT.
girls usually rely on their boyfrend very very much.
they tend to tell EVERYTING to deir boy which makes them feel better.

i so hope im lyk a normal ger.
y cant i jus pour outs everyting infront of cow?
is there no trust between us?
or should i say .. .. he's never interested in my topic.
I STAND ALONE.

so wads abt u?
will u jus listen now and forget later jus because you guys are happily attached together?

and i don mean any gers are the evil ones. GUYS r more wicked!!
emotional GUYS i meant!!
they tell their spouse everyting and everyting after taking their mask down.
S U C K E R S!!

STOP BEING NICE TO ME INFORNT OF ME AND STABBING ME BEHIND MY BACK !!!


老天有眼，一定会让我知道你的罪虐！
你让我看见人间可怕的一面。
我讨厌你！就如你怎么说你讨厌我一样。




recieve a call from a random frend who brighten up my feelings now.
thanks BIA BIA! =)
i miss ur CRAB! hahaha.

DWA assignment had came to the hardcore part.
the DAMN CODINGS!!!
this time rnd .. me and darling will haf a hard time le.
darling .. jiayou oks? =)

finaly the 3 of us meet up.
short and sweet time we spent together.

it had been so long since i last walked in the rain.
i was so damn excited lar!
u see the rain so huge and strong .. n the cars all splashing the water from the road ..
SO NICEE!! hahaha.
and xiaomei got her feet stepped into a puddle of water .. which made her complained all the day. hahaha. hor ger?
"i forgot ur sentence agn" HAHAHAHA!! =X

we shopped arnd for bag .. supposingly ..
but we got nth but earrings and shirt! hahaha.
so yarr ..
pictures will be uploaded in my album after sis send me the pics. =D

i finally ate MAC!!! hahaha. lyk since so long ago looh.
thanks ger!=D


i will be looking forward for next saturday!! =)


found a affordable price for my dream hp. need to work harder abit for it.


i totaly enjoyed my day.
thanks ger. =)




SIS!
U MUS JIAYOU AT THIS TIME OKS?
AFTER NEXT WEEK EVERYTING WILL BE FINE LE! =)
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
MUACKSSS.








PL. Y U WORK W/O ME? =(
FEEL ABIT NEGLECTED. .

o7 nov 2oo6

all the tings happening months ago are settled all tonite.

my heart felt damn relieved now.
it had been suffocating for so longggg.

IM SO RELAX NOWW!!!


=)



thanks for being true 2 me u guys.
i haf faith in our frendship.

the noisy and crowded surrounding is fading away.

im not good at expression myself.
feelings can be shown clearly on my face.

i pissed him off.
cos he pissed me off the day earlier.
awakard .. totally.

people says ..
u don need a dozen of BEST frends .. u jus need one to two true frends.
how true can it be??
how come i never believe in dis?
i need and want all my frends tt came across my life to stay and continue being my frend.

life arnd me had been changing realy lots.
i gues is about me.
damnit. im sick of everything.

cow claims tt my frends are more important than him.
but i still haf him on my mind.















love. =)

i attended my brother kindergarden graduation cermony today.
and i learnt about the
TRUTH ABOUT THREE LITTLE PIGS.

it was said that everyone had mistaken about the wolf in the story.
the wolf is actualy not the BIG BAD WOLF!!
he claims tt he was actualy the kindest and the most 孝顺 wolf.

it was lydat ..
on the wolf's grandma birthday ..
the wolf wanna bake a birthday cake for his grandma ..
but he run out of sugar!
therefore he went to borrow from his neighbour.

1st! his neighbour house was made outta straw.
he knew that it was a rather poor idea but kept to himself.
hence he knocked on the door and asked for sugar.
but the PIG inside the hse was afraid and kept quiet.
thinking that there was no one there ..
he decided to leave.
AS he was about to leave .. his nose felt itchy and turned back to SNEEZE!!
and there .. the straw hse is gone!!
the wolf remembered his mommy telling him NOT TO WASTE FOOD!
hence .. he ate the pig up.
innocent har?

he realised he still did not get his cup of sugar ..
hence he went to his next neighbour whose hse was made up of woods.
he knocked on the door and asked for sugar agn.
but the PIG inside the hse said "i have no sugar!"
the wolf felt hurt and decided to walk away sliently.
AS he was about to leave .. his nose felt itchy agn and turned back to SNEEZE agn!!
and there .. .. pieces of 肉干 were lying on the ground.
the wolf mommy taught him b4 tt 肉干 will be harden if there were not kept properly.
hence .. he decided to eat them up once agn.

he still hafen gotten his cup of sugar.
therefore, he proceed to ask from his next neighbour whose hse is made up of bricks.
he knocked aon the door and asked for sugar agn.
this time round, the PIG in the hse was very rude.
he YELLLEDDDDD. "GO AWAY!! I WONT LET U EAT ME!!"
hurt and rejecteddd .. the wolf walked agn wishpering to himself ..
"y is he so nasty? i jus wanna bake a cake!"
jus then, the kick to sneeze agn came back .. he turned back and SNEEZE!!
the hse made outta of bricks was still standing strong!
jus then the PIG pop his head outta the chimmey n said ..
"NA-NI-NI-PO-PO!! U CANOT EAT ME!! NA-NI-NI-PO-PO!!"
feeling disappointed .. .. the wolf walks back and never returned.


THERE!!
THE KINDERGARDEN KIDS SAID THIS WAS THE TRUE STORY!!
HAD YOU BEEN FOOLED FOR YEARSS???
=D


1st checkpoint for DWA completed!! =)

been at home this saturday.
wasnt feeling well and got my frends to take over me.

have not been home recently ..
the feeling is just great.
i love slacking infront of the television. hahaha.

anyway ..
to make up to my dear xiaomei.
im here to post her BEAUTIFUL times.
pretty and beautiful from all angles.
=)

i was browsing thru all the albums my family kept since a thousand years ago and i found some damn meaning pictures.

here to share them. =)

the wang family kids. SPOT ME! hahaha.

remember i went KL lyk last month 2 attend my relative wedding? THERE! her and husband.

yar. my brother will be hafing his graduation ceremony in SP tml. =)

end of 1st part of education.

u know ..
i wanna be nice ..
or either .. .. I CAN BE NICE!!
so yarr .. .. don force me n push me to my limits!
i don wanna erupt arhs.
i do have my limits which u had obviously crossed till lyk HELL TOO MUCH le!!
don let me reach the point of time when im pek chek.
cans? arghh!!

got stayed up due to the DWA project.
a 3 man team is obviously tiring .. .. no choice.
im ISOLATED by my classmates.

YAR!
everyone PLEASE stop sounding so EMO in all your blogs!
it jus turn my day off u knowwww.
sory for being so str8 forward ..
but .. .. it does affect me SERVERLY!
i mean .. make ur readers feel happy while reading mahs .. or post some random pics lyk this.















does it jus makes everyone hapy??
yeps. she turns my day on. =)

PL owaes says ..
each and every human is living with their mask on.
are you too?
so when will each human tear down their mask?
infront of their loved 1s? or never??
i wondered .. how many people arnd me are without mask?
i think im able to calculate with jus a hand.
wads a world!!

n yar! when u r EMO agn .. post another random picture. THERE!!









don ya feel better agn? =D i love ya ger.






im falling in love with my class REP. KEITH TAN BO HUAAAAAA.
he wanna drink MILO but he press ZAPPLE!! hahahahaahhahahaha.


























my love.











YOU BREAK MY HEART! =(