my cousin send me a email a min ago.
i tot it was quite meaningful ..
so instead of 4warding the email (which i never does) ..
i will post it here.

$20.00
Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill.
In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air


My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.


Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
YOU ARE THE SPECIAL ONE.
Don't EVER forget it.
If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches,
the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring.

Count your blessings, not your problems.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.

meaningful har?
i always tot tt each and everyone of us will haf someone tt cares and love them.
is jus the number tt differs.
i mean .. does it makes any big difference too?

LOVE mite not been in only boy ger relationship ..
but oso in frendship and family love.
i don think anyone in the world recieve no love at all.

but .. LOVE someone from the bottom of ur heart pls.
it hurts hearing back stabbing and hypocritism behind my back.
i don wanna have someone lyk you to b so nice 2 me on the surface ..
but goes behind my back and start back stabbing me.

it mostly happens on couples.
I BELIVE AND I KNOW IT.
girls usually rely on their boyfrend very very much.
they tend to tell EVERYTING to deir boy which makes them feel better.

i so hope im lyk a normal ger.
y cant i jus pour outs everyting infront of cow?
is there no trust between us?
or should i say .. .. he's never interested in my topic.
I STAND ALONE.

so wads abt u?
will u jus listen now and forget later jus because you guys are happily attached together?

and i don mean any gers are the evil ones. GUYS r more wicked!!
emotional GUYS i meant!!
they tell their spouse everyting and everyting after taking their mask down.
S U C K E R S!!

STOP BEING NICE TO ME INFORNT OF ME AND STABBING ME BEHIND MY BACK !!!


老天有眼，一定会让我知道你的罪虐！
你让我看见人间可怕的一面。
我讨厌你！就如你怎么说你讨厌我一样。




recieve a call from a random frend who brighten up my feelings now.
thanks BIA BIA! =)
i miss ur CRAB! hahaha.