I


HATE


MIRCOSOFT VISO!!!!




FUCK!
because cyn says she hate ppl who spells it wrongly!






i had been meddling with my gantt chart since 8pm!
till fucking NOW!


im pissed!

something to confess.

i may seem nice, friendly and realy playful with you ..
i mean if your attitude is right ..
my temper will remain calm and peaceful.

BUT!!


don cross the limit!!
whoever you think you are.
im PISSED several times already.

thank you for your cooperation.

*sometimes humans are just so irritating.*

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im so speechless~
is there such a need?
i mean .. wads do you gain from this?
or maybe it just makes ur pervertic heart feel more comfortable!!
oops! =X
hahahaha.

ahhh. wads ever!















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2nd day of the 2nd week.

i guess im already use to waking up early in the morning le.
i hafen been LATE b4 lehs!
hahahaha.
can i haf a round of applause?

nth much happen 2day.
but remember me saying in the previous entry tt i became 933 loyal fans already?
so .. think if possible ..
i will blog abt any interesting thing i hear on air everytime i come online oks? =)

oks!
firstly, i finaly get to hear S.H.E brand new single!!
i think me and my love ones will have a hard time singing it in K already!
hahahaha.
very very nice song.

next, this DJ was saying something realy realy very interesting.
i was like STUNNED and FROZED on the spot la!
oks .. here it goes.

some doctors and professionals from some ang moh country research and realise that ..
eating dark chocolate actualy irritate one body's "highness" much more than french kissing!
its researched and proven on 20 teenagers that one will have bigger "reaction" and longer lasting "feel".
*its up to you to fill in the blanks*
amazing rites?!! hahahaha.

im in love with this!
















im realy counting down to FRIDAY!! =)
love ones .. wait for me oks!

anyway .. recently some of my love one are being hurt emontionally.
therefore here ..
i realy hope that you guys will be outta the roller coaster real soon ..
and welcome me with all your smile and laughters oks?? =)
笑一笑，没什么大不了~






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for the first time in my life ..
i fell aslp during working hours.
i swear i din mean it la ..
just tt its too bored and i realy dono wads to do!
hahahaha.

oks la!
not the first time,
should be the second time.
i hate to remember any pleasant tings tt occured in cartel BUT yah ..
i was very tired on a certain day and i got permission to slp in the office all the way till closing time. HAH!
hate me do you?

i had plans for myself already ..
you do not need to worry for me. =)
and i don need competition .. i feel that it completely USELESS!! [

[MARRIAGE]
im not getting married.
don wory.
just that wads ever i came across today is jus so related to marriage.
firstly,
when both me and darling ended worked ..
we saw a couple taking their wedding pictures on the track la!
i mean .. is lyk SO MEANINGFUL la. *at least for me it is*
imagine if both of them met each other through track,
develop their love through track ..
and even compromise to be ONE through track ..
















its lyk a damn MEANINGFUL la!!
aint it??
then .. im starting to wonder .. ..
where would mine be held? at those normal photo studio??
wont it gonna be so no life? hahaha.

and when on my way home ..
*i became 933 loyal fans eversince i started my attachment* ..
this DJ was toking abt marriage.
she introduce this song which i think is very cutes.

你说你有一只可爱的小狗
总是埋怨你不懂得照顾它
又说你有一间美丽的厨房
只可惜没有飘过饭菜香

我不哭不笑不点头也不摇头
看着你的汗像下雨一样的流
要等你说够一百个求婚的理由
量一量我在你的心中到底有多重

你说你一有钱就花得光光
实在需要人替你管管账
又说你朋友总会欺负你傻
得靠聪明的伴帮你别上当

我不哭不笑不点头也不摇头
假装你的话还不够让我感动
我非要听够一百个求婚的理由
谁叫你 你让我等这天等了那么久

你说你厚厚胸膛冬暖夏凉
靠着你保证睡得特别香
又说你虽然平常记性不好
老婆交待的话可就不会忘

VERY CUTES rites?! hahaha.
and the DJ was saying that nowadays people are neglecting chinese pop songs already.
seldom one can hear chinese pop song on a wedding.
which i think is very true ..
therefore being a LOVER for chinese songs ..
i swear tt my wedding would have at least ONE chinese song! hahaha.

being abit randaom ..
HAPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY ERJIE!!
SWEET 21ST!
may ur wish all come true =)
i love you. muackss.














it would be my turn next year! hhahaha.















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IM BACK!!
a million of thanks to all my LOVE. =)
u guys made me feel so wanted!!
*TOUCHED!!*

i guess you guys should be quite interested in knowing abt my attachment yar?
SO .. here i go?

basically i have to wake up every morning at 6.15am!
its rather early but i do haf the urge to do so cause i can see my baobei brother.
hahaha. he and mommy will pei me every EARLY morning.
i have to leave home by 7.15am in order not to be LATE.
and then i would take 106 to raffles city and meet darling there ..
and both of us would change to bus16 to national stadium!!

actualy working in office is a very "fresh" experience for me.
BUT frankly speaking .. i further more luckier than darling.
i realy feel very heartache for her. =(
i have my own desk, own PC, own telephone and own locker.
and my colleages are realy nice peoplee.
these little tings are already enough to make my day.
and that i have quite a number of stuffs to do at work ..
therefore i keep nagging that TIME is not enough to use.
meaning .. i don need to countdown the hours to end work.

BUT i do admit that when i start work on the very 1st day.
i really regretted!
because i felt the stress and the importance of everything.
i then came to realise that i aint under any protection or guidance of any teachers.
wads worst?
i din even know this attachment was suppose to be my FYP!!

just like me,
darling also regretted in choosing attachment.

but since we already chosen, we have no choice but to follow.
SO .. i still hope that we can pass this attachment smoothly! =)

working is oready part of my life ..
and the other part of my life would be that im so missing times with my love ones.
i realy canot SQUEEZE out enough time to even meet them for a dinner.
BUT i was realy glad that you guys still remember me!
seriously!! =)

i mean .. i realy hope i DONT drift apart from any of you ..
i had lost enough!
so lucky and fortunate that my love ones are still here for me!!
*tearingg with JOY* hahahaha.
keep me being loves by you guys oks?
this is any order!
do PL, LAOPO, DARLING, DAM and BUD roger this??!!! hahaha.

cow haf not found a job yet.
still living this eng eng bo dai ji's life!
hahaha. hope he can realy find jobs that are better than CARTEL!
cow .. i love you and miss times with you!!
*allow me to be so not "justine"* =X

i never realise how HAPY to welcome a FRIDAY every week.
now then i finaly realise!
last time working meaning i get to be very busy and fun on fri and sats.
but .. .. .. . ..... ... .. . .

currently is sunday ..
im getting to be MISSING IN ACTION for another 5days.
love ones ..
SMS me oks?? =)


some random pictures!!














1st pator after my whole week of workingg endlessly.

























from "Hills have eyes 2" .. nice show. =)


























i HATE waiting for buses X i love taking pics.




























WE MISSES BUD!!


























i LOVE this advertisment la! buden cow says its disgusting! -_-
wads do ya tink?





























my working place?








hope me and PL can get closer then b4.






















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I have been tagged by both 二姐 jiawen and ZX`bear, here is it

“this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.”

1. I HATE people to mess up my hair ESPECIALLY when i got them tied up!
2. I cannot stand the sight of vomits. That's why i DONT vomit!
3. I LOVE using towels that are realy realy thick! if i happen to use a real thin one .. i will be very angry and irritated! hah!
4. I had used vuglarities less then 10times till 2dae of my life. *you believe?*
5. I ALWAYS sleep on my bus journey.
6. I NEVER had a handsome boyfrend! becos yandaos ARE ALL cheats!


Tagged:

1. Laopo
2. Dam
3. Cynthia
4. Jensen
5. Timothy
6. 大姐 jiali

i had been tagged! please entertain me!! =X

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now then i realise that i can tagged SO LITTLE people!

PL do not has a blog.
BUD stopped blogging!
BIA has no internet!
HEART do not even read my blog!
DARLING has no blog too!
COW has no computer!
hahahaha.my holyyyy~~

just got the sudden urge to blog ..
because i wanna praise the taxi drivers nowadays.

[night one]
i took this cab and the cab fare was 20.55bucks.
i handled him 50bucks and ask him to hang on as i dig out another 50cents for him.
HE: it's oks la! the route i took is faster but more expensive. u can keep the 50cents la! i charge you 18bucks can le!!
ME: HAR?! oks oks! thanks ah uncle.
HE: its oks la!! u go up quick! i wait for you to go upstaris den i drive off. to make sure you are safe la! hahahaha.

how nice rites? =)

[night two]
cab fare was 18bucks as well ..
and the uncle told me the same ting once agn.
HE: you stay here rites? i wait for you to go up before i go ah.
ME: its oks la uncle. i stay 2nd floor only. will be taking the stairs up.
HE: ohh! lydat har? oks la!! gd night!!
ME: nights! =)

and as i walked my way up the stairs ..
i did not hear the taxi's engine starting.
he waited for me 2 walk up safely too!!

how nice AGAIN rites? =)

therefore .. 3 cheers to the taxis uncles NOWADAYS!! =D

anyway .. had been quite busy with tings lately.
after the closing of cartel ..
i had been occupying myself with tings so that i will not have the time and strength to miss MY cartel. godamnit!

cant realy remember wads i did BUT i went to celebrate my sis's birthday with her frends.
crazy and insane group of frends she had.
but at least she enjoyed herself. =)
hope it would be a memorable 21st birthday for her.
and .. BEAR .. r u oks? =X

WAS suppose to go clubbing with cow and sis.
but .. i think i just don haf the fate to go clubbing la.
PL .. had a goofy time mahs?
sads that i was not able to turn up againnnn!!

2dae is sunday ..
is my wonderful family day AGAIN!
we went sheng siong to shopp and thats when i get bored and started to bully boy.
i just keep GRABBING him and screaming into his ears ..
"BABY! take pictuers!!" =X
that's wads little brothers are for mahs!! rites laopo? hahaha.




























































bought quite a number of FOOD and then we headed to haf our dinner.
my parents are always AWARE of good food in singapore. hahaha.
we squeezed our way into little india jus to have this .. ..
i tell you! the food is realy DELICIOUS!!
















oh yar!
going down to little india on a sunday is a killer mans!
i think if BUD was to be drop there with a weapon ..
he might just choose a rocket launcher so that he can **** many with a shot.
hahahaha. seriously!!
i think i see around a thousand of them around la.
and they totaly INGORE the cars on the road!
arghh!! irritating!























went to find cow after tt.
we watched "Hills have eyes 2" ..
its realy GRUESOME!!
buden .. worth a watch dou. =)

i would be starting my attachment in 2days time.
my 2 lovely frends are so sweet enough to date for 4 a meal b4 my attachment start.
will be meeting the sweet couple on tuesday night.
stay close for more updates.

PL .. i would be lyk you already.
9am to 5pm every weekday ..
dinner more often yahh?
stop sticking to your BOYFREND!! =P

im jus trying to protect you in the way that i can.




lesser money spent in return of lesser time to meet.
hais.
i hope this 4 months will pass quickly.
hope you get a job soon too dear. =)

oh ya! something to share.
i finaly addresses him as dear le!! =)












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this is for MY darling only!!




YIZHI MIGHT STILL


HAVE THE


CHANCE


TO BE IN


THE SAME CLASS


AS US NEXT


SEM!!!!!!




AHAHAHA!!!!

i think by all most of the CL cartel staffs had already recieved the news.
and congrats to all those that had been seeing US as the thorn in their eyes ..
we have closed down.
celebration later yahh?

take me EMO or wadsever u wanna.
BUT .. this is me.

i remembered myself working in the retail shop at FarEast around 2years ago when i finished my sec sch.
it was a job introduced by jerry .. ..
i remembered every clearly that i did not enjoy working there at all.
it was BORED ..
BORED ..

and still BORED!!

therefore i started looking for jobs around.

and i dono why ..
i smsed my sec sch best frend .. who is currently my PL!
she told me that her workplace needed people and i went interview naturally.
i was hired and had been working my life for it since the day i joined.

i remembered all the different managers that came and left.
irene and mel..
ju and jake ..
xiaoxin ..
narvin and stuart ..
and lastly bruce.

with different batches of managers .. there's definitely different batches of staffs.
i remebered very clearly each and every staff i used to work with.
i meant those that are fun and loving.
all those happy moments we had together during the peak hours and closing time.
all vanished as mostly chose to leave for a certain reason.

and for a CERTAIN reason ..
nothing was able to make me leave CL cartel.
the place which will never come alive agn.

its heart breaking .. aint it?

recalling those scene after i dropped off from bus7 ..
walk across 2roads ..
enter the automatic glass door ..
down the escalator and turn left ..
walking str8 below the plasma tv and turning right ..
walking all the way str8 in to punch my card.
its never gonna happen again.

CL cartel had been the placed that i built and maintain my frendship with all my important frends.
be it PL .. BUD .. LAOPO or DAM.
jus thinking all these hapy moments will never happen again ..
i just cant stop my tears flowing down.
PL and i will never get to rush orders and scold people during fri and sat.
BUD will never have the chance to buy me coke and put in the the fridge secretly.
LAOPO will never work slowly and allow me to have the chance to scold her.
and DAM will also never have the chance to brighten up my day with his jokes.
FUCK! =(


it had been part of my life since 2 years ago.
r u aware?!

went down to cineleisure just now and decided to take a look at it the last time.
on the bus while travelling down ..
my heart had already filled with sour-ness and tears rolling in my eyes.
i plucked up my courage and decided to went down there once again.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED!
THE CHAIRS AND TABLES THAT ARE ALWAYS BLOCKING THE WAY ARE ALREADY STACKED TOGETHER!
THE GATES ARE SHUT!
NO LIGHTS ARE INSIDE ..
THE KITCHEN TROLLEY HIDDEN AMONG THE STACKED TABLES AND CHAIRS.
THE SCENE IS JUST HORRIBLE!
AND I STARTED CRYING.. ..

thoughts came to my mind lyk ..
whenever i finished sch early or have some time to spare ..
i would ALWAYS go down to CL cartel.
sit there and tok to the colleages there and wait 4 time to pass.
if its rainning .. i would go down and borrow umbrella.
i spent 3years of Vday and 2 years of Xmas with it .. ..
then wads abt this year? and the coming year??

CL cartel had always been the bad outlet among the cafe` cartel.
customers complained complained and still complained.
but do they ever see the joy that we had and shared??
people always critised us .. through email .. through blogs .. through feedback forms.
any and every ways they can!
other outlet refused to lend us stock during PH .. looking down at us totaly.
but CL staffs always stand strong together.
we fight and serve our customers the best we can whenever we faces problems ..
but just becos we are a franchise ..
we are always been discrimintaed.

where can i go now during my weekends??
my SOP in my heads that i spend 1000brain cells memorising it ..
i just cant accpet the fact.

CL Cartel had also let me met cow.
and it will be the best gift from there. thanks.

i always believe i have very strong 6th sense.
for no reason ..
i had the urge to take pics at cartel during work time the day b4 we closed down.
i thank my mom for giving these strong 6th sense. =)


































































no words can express how i feel now .. but yah .. my heart is broken.






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i still managed to have a good day with laopo.dam.cow today.
went to K and watched `The Number 23`.
the movie had made cow interested in fliming and acting.
had dinner at village where i ate till bloated!
we also took neoprints!!
the 2 amazing guys doing things unwillingly for the sake of their gfs!! *ahem*
how 伟大 harr? =)




























































another good news for myself.
both me and darling will still be attached to SSC together! =)




cow's dajie asked me ..
"i tot you and skye's gf are frends? how come her birthday she never ask you along?"
this qns totaly stunned me and i gave no replies.
im seriously disappointed but yah ..
its oready over.
at least i know where i stand. =)



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