i think by all most of the CL cartel staffs had already recieved the news.
and congrats to all those that had been seeing US as the thorn in their eyes ..
we have closed down.
celebration later yahh?

take me EMO or wadsever u wanna.
BUT .. this is me.

i remembered myself working in the retail shop at FarEast around 2years ago when i finished my sec sch.
it was a job introduced by jerry .. ..
i remembered every clearly that i did not enjoy working there at all.
it was BORED ..
BORED ..

and still BORED!!

therefore i started looking for jobs around.

and i dono why ..
i smsed my sec sch best frend .. who is currently my PL!
she told me that her workplace needed people and i went interview naturally.
i was hired and had been working my life for it since the day i joined.

i remembered all the different managers that came and left.
irene and mel..
ju and jake ..
xiaoxin ..
narvin and stuart ..
and lastly bruce.

with different batches of managers .. there's definitely different batches of staffs.
i remebered very clearly each and every staff i used to work with.
i meant those that are fun and loving.
all those happy moments we had together during the peak hours and closing time.
all vanished as mostly chose to leave for a certain reason.

and for a CERTAIN reason ..
nothing was able to make me leave CL cartel.
the place which will never come alive agn.

its heart breaking .. aint it?

recalling those scene after i dropped off from bus7 ..
walk across 2roads ..
enter the automatic glass door ..
down the escalator and turn left ..
walking str8 below the plasma tv and turning right ..
walking all the way str8 in to punch my card.
its never gonna happen again.

CL cartel had been the placed that i built and maintain my frendship with all my important frends.
be it PL .. BUD .. LAOPO or DAM.
jus thinking all these hapy moments will never happen again ..
i just cant stop my tears flowing down.
PL and i will never get to rush orders and scold people during fri and sat.
BUD will never have the chance to buy me coke and put in the the fridge secretly.
LAOPO will never work slowly and allow me to have the chance to scold her.
and DAM will also never have the chance to brighten up my day with his jokes.
FUCK! =(


it had been part of my life since 2 years ago.
r u aware?!

went down to cineleisure just now and decided to take a look at it the last time.
on the bus while travelling down ..
my heart had already filled with sour-ness and tears rolling in my eyes.
i plucked up my courage and decided to went down there once again.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED!
THE CHAIRS AND TABLES THAT ARE ALWAYS BLOCKING THE WAY ARE ALREADY STACKED TOGETHER!
THE GATES ARE SHUT!
NO LIGHTS ARE INSIDE ..
THE KITCHEN TROLLEY HIDDEN AMONG THE STACKED TABLES AND CHAIRS.
THE SCENE IS JUST HORRIBLE!
AND I STARTED CRYING.. ..

thoughts came to my mind lyk ..
whenever i finished sch early or have some time to spare ..
i would ALWAYS go down to CL cartel.
sit there and tok to the colleages there and wait 4 time to pass.
if its rainning .. i would go down and borrow umbrella.
i spent 3years of Vday and 2 years of Xmas with it .. ..
then wads abt this year? and the coming year??

CL cartel had always been the bad outlet among the cafe` cartel.
customers complained complained and still complained.
but do they ever see the joy that we had and shared??
people always critised us .. through email .. through blogs .. through feedback forms.
any and every ways they can!
other outlet refused to lend us stock during PH .. looking down at us totaly.
but CL staffs always stand strong together.
we fight and serve our customers the best we can whenever we faces problems ..
but just becos we are a franchise ..
we are always been discrimintaed.

where can i go now during my weekends??
my SOP in my heads that i spend 1000brain cells memorising it ..
i just cant accpet the fact.

CL Cartel had also let me met cow.
and it will be the best gift from there. thanks.

i always believe i have very strong 6th sense.
for no reason ..
i had the urge to take pics at cartel during work time the day b4 we closed down.
i thank my mom for giving these strong 6th sense. =)


































































no words can express how i feel now .. but yah .. my heart is broken.






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i still managed to have a good day with laopo.dam.cow today.
went to K and watched `The Number 23`.
the movie had made cow interested in fliming and acting.
had dinner at village where i ate till bloated!
we also took neoprints!!
the 2 amazing guys doing things unwillingly for the sake of their gfs!! *ahem*
how 伟大 harr? =)




























































another good news for myself.
both me and darling will still be attached to SSC together! =)




cow's dajie asked me ..
"i tot you and skye's gf are frends? how come her birthday she never ask you along?"
this qns totaly stunned me and i gave no replies.
im seriously disappointed but yah ..
its oready over.
at least i know where i stand. =)



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