be the happy apple that smiles even if everything falls apart. =)


had been ages since i worked together with laopo for closing.












my ydae.
*im trying very hard to tell him to look at the camera instead of the screen!!*



























oh ya.
my new love!!


































enjoy life. =)

today evening .. i attend my cousin EMILY wedding at swissotel.

the place is realy grand and nice.
once i attend the ballroom .. its lyk damn damn beautiful.

everytime i attend wedding ..
i realy feel lyk marrying straight away. *shy*

beautiful environment .. smoothing music and pretty ladies and handsome gentleman arnd the ballroom.
so .. at the swissotel on 27 dec 2oo6 ..
i witnessed the wedding of my cousin, emily. =)

I WANNA GET MARRIED!
I WANNA MY WEDDING TO BE VERY GRAND AND MEMORABLE!!
=X



























































i love my family. =)

had been realy working HARD recentlyy.


i realise working is the life for me AS compared to studying.
working with real lazy people thou disgust me totaly ..
but the SIGHT of lecture notes, projects and exams disgusted me more!!


BUT ..
im realy very glad ..
no matter at work or school ..
i would haf the BEST people on earth to accompany me. =)


came online after so long and i read the blogs that i know.
it was lyk ..
HOLY! why is everyone so so so EMO?!
then i went to this website to search for HP themes ..
then .. all the themes are lyk EMOS!!
is EMO the real trend now? hahahaha.

anyway .. to everyone:
FORGET ABT being EMO!
smile and live your life the way you wanna.



sch is opening real soon.


some random pics.

my heart is itch-ing more and more.

THE MORE I CANT WAIT TO GET D W850I!!
*understood har PL*


xmas is arnd the corner ..
im so SORY to all my fellow frends ..
i really canot afford to buy anyone any xmas present this year.
*so .. please don buy me any too oks?*



its a same xmas with different surrounding.
the only ones that stay since last year are ..
PL and BUD!
*i meant work place*
this year .. i hope for a BUSIER xmas! hahahaha. =X


oks. off to workk. =)

ydae was LAOPO birthdayy.
and .. it wasnt realy not rainning at all!!
so .. .. we continued with our plan and went to the ZOO.


it had been quite a long time since i went there.
never bring back any memories ..
*becos i don rmb having any*
but i enjoyed my day although my goosebumps keep standing whenever i went close to the animals. hahaha.

my brother totaly in love with laopo brother.


night at the museum is a good movie. must watch! =)



i realise ..
once i start to dislyk someone ..
its so hard to bring the trust back.
i REALY don lyk the way you act lyk some real SMART ALEX everywhere you go.
its realy not giving anyone arnd you good feeling you know?
please .. stop it.
thank you very muchh.


got my hair cut. trim only larr.






*i want my w850i*

i was looking at everyone's blogg that i had in my links.
buden i realise ..
NO ONE IS BLOGGING!!

so boredd.


so .. i decided to blog and entertain myself. hahahah!!
*SELF ENTERTAINMENT!!*

anyway .. before i start workk ydae i had 3 hrs to rot at the outlet.
cos cow starts at 4pm .. whereas i start at 7pm.
then SOMEONE .. SOMEONE name EUNICE LOW arhs ..
who is together with her brother and her boyfrend ..
told me that she is going down to cineleisure and mite come down to visit me.
then i waitedd.
when i was strolling at hereen at 4pm ..
i called her.
she said she was in the buffet eatingg .. will be out arnd 5.30pm.
fine enough!
i waitedd.
then arnd 5pm .. she msg me!
saying she is outta the resturant le .. BUT she did not come down!
she told me that she wanna bring her brother go arcade 1st.
fine enough!
i waitedd somemore. till i fall alspp.
at 6.45pm ..
i did not wanna wait anymore .. cos i know she wont come down anyway.
so i went to start workk.

wads does the above shows clearly?
重色轻友！
*don bother explaining to me that ur brother wads wads wads*
cos i saw ur boyfrend at the outlet b4 7pm!


hahahaha. forget abt it.
at least PL was there for me.
i swear whenever i need someone .. IT ALWAYS HER!! =)
thanks PL! i love you. *shyy*


back to the main pnt.
i din know i was gonna forgive you.
i tot i would hate and ingore you the 1st sight i saw you ..
i think you haf tt tinking too ..
thats why ur gerfrend refuse to come down jus now.
buden .. ..
since when was i so soft heartedd?
PL .. 我被打败了！
我以为我会很绝 eh.


since she forgived you .. i should too.


my esther is in love with RAIN .. *u know the korean guy?*
andd her logic that its rainning so often becos tt koren guy is coming to town!
cutes rites my cousin? hahahha.

i love rainning days.
but can you not rain tml? plsss.
laopo. i think you should have this as ur birthday wish! hahahaha.


i went to get my w850i with cow ydae.
buden so stockk!
wad d!!


going to cut my hair now. hahaha.
see the brand new ME! =D

humans.

it comes to a point of time that everyone starts changing.
to the extend that i feel no trust around me.


my frend nick written ..
it takes years to build trust and it only takes SUSPICION
not PROOF to DESTROY it.

looks lyk her trust had been decieve by some other people too.


for two to slash fingertips and drop blood 2 be 2 very gd frends ..
it owaes an easy task to do so.
but for that particulat two to stay together and be the very gd frends ..
its owaes harder than you thought.


i once told myself ..
with you .. even if i lost the whole world of frends ..
it doesnt matters at all. because i have you.

i realise is time for me to grow outta my fantasy land
and come to the real reality worldd.


not trying to be some emo shit here.
but .. i just need to let it off my chest! =)

　


*wake up justine!*

it was lyk rainning cats and dogs when i decided to go datingg.
as i toldd PL ..
LOVE IS BLIND!
*but i owaes think its GERS making all the 牺牲!*

my cow had owaes been interested in watching ERAGON!!
so .. under the heavy rain that DRENCHED me totally ..
i walked from home to the MRT and met him at PS.


how come all ... and i meant ALL the shows now lyk 流行 part two?!
isit a current trendd now?
*i wonder*

we had YOSHINOYA for our dinner.
and we got this real cute 2007 calender!!
people .. go and spend more then 18bucks and u will haf one too.
i swear .. its realy cutes.


ME: siao gu! 你还记得你答应我什么吗？剪完头发要干吗？
GU: 去你家？
ME: 屁啦！
GU: ohhh!! 走咯！
ME: 你记得了啊？
GU: ann naaa! 拍照对不对？



im not trying to boast tt my cow willing to take pictures with me.
becos ALL THE BOYFRENDS are willing.
im trying to implement that ..



MAKE PROMISES AND FULFILL THEM!
STOP MAKING EMPTY PROMISES!

i gues its gonna be a long entry this time.
got the sudden URGE cos i c MY PL telling me she wanna read abt me.
hahahaha. *honoured anot PL?*

i should start with the changing of my blog address.
oks. i should admit to all the human beings out there ..
i change my blog add because i din wanna some people(s) to read wads i blogg.
because i was afraid that it could hurt someone after readingg.
but .. a conversation with PL owaes hit me with all the THOUGHTS.
*thanks again PL*
so .. .. YAR!!
go ahead and do what you wanna do ..
but if you do happen to make her shed any tear once again ..
i will not forgive you LYK how she forgive you!!
im gonna be CYNTHINA! my idoL .. ..
ITS MY BLOG! I BLOG WADS I WANNA!!

had been busyy with my cow birthday.
i carefully planned lots of surprises for him ..
but nothing can seems to work out!!

1) imm gave away when gu asked her why she needed lighter.
2) ah bao told gu that he is going to his hse despite me telling him NOT to tell!
3) my cow sister gave away abt me wanting to buy a cake and abt weiqiangg is goingg over.
4) skye gave away that gu will recieve 2 wallets and some surprises.
4) fai gave away that imm would be going over too.

with all the above mention .. NONE of my surprises SURPRISED him.
therefore i told him .. next year .. no more surprises!!
i meant it.
IT SUCKS WHEN I DID SO MUCH BUT GOT GAVE AWAY ONE AT A TIME!! DAMNIT!!
*im not blaming anyone .. i jus don feel gd.*

anyway .. personally my cow gave me a surprise!
he got a frend name KID whom he mention very very long time ago.
i NEVER KNEW he would be the queensway ah beng lar.
who knows .. ..
the world is damn small larr!!

we chatted about how he wacked my frend ..
he totaly don remember larr! *my gosh*
wads more surprising?
HE IS A POLICEMAN NOW!!

my cow went to buy 12cans of heineken
but imm came along with a bottle of volka!!.
and KID made my cow DRUNK and vomitted 2times!!
he gave my cow 3cups.
1st -- 3/4 volka and 1/4 sarsi.
2nd -- 1/2 volka and 1/2 heineken!
3rd -- 3/4 volka and 1/4 heineken!!

my cow totaly DRUNK!! but at least he is hapy. =)


*enough about that.*


thinkingg that my pay day is reachingg.
im getting more and more excited about getting my new phone.
i believe in destiny and fate!
if im tt suayy .. the phone i buy is to be a second hand or wads ever shit .. i 任命!!
=)


BUD had went back to work.
c-ingg him telling me all the hapy moments he had back there ..
i told myself to be PROUD.
because i CONVINCE him to go back! =)

and to my laopo.
sory abt saturdayy ..
i could not bear c-ing cow vomit everywhere there. hahahaha.
nextime oks? =)


next week will be a busy week.

the whole world is turning upside down.

the man OVER powering the woman!!


TO my TWO very precious gerfrends:
someone once told me ..
"when you cant give UP .. give IN!"
*though i never believed in this.*
personally .. i added on ..
"when you dont wanna give IN .. give UP!"



its easy to be in love ..
but staying in love is not.




female wont die without man!





whatever it is .. i need you 2 de smiles. PLEASE.



TO whoever that took their smile and laughter away ..
return it to them please.

TEAM SINGAPORE had made their way back home.
good game team.

once again ..
congrats singapore TAO LI *did i get this right GER?!* ..
simon chua ..
and the bowling team.
you guys did us proud.

we ended the 15th ASIAN GAMES with 3golds. =)



anyway .. Hidayat Taufiq from INDONESIA won the CHINA MAN Lin Dan!
SO CLOSE SHAVE MAN!!!
yeayy!!
Hidayat Taufiq is INJURED and he managed to get the GOLD Medal!!
my haa-li-lu-yaaa!!! =X


and!!
i jus saw the track event.
started only yesterdayy ..
and the event jus now was 10000m!
i did not make any typo error.
its 10000m!!!
and the guy only took 27mins to finish it larrr!!
my haa-li-lu-yaaa once agnn!! =X


i miss NHPS track. =(

keith: 会怕吗？坐我的车！
me: 不会！
keith: 真的吗？不要骗我 lehs.
me: 没有啦！我坐上你的车了，生名就在你手里了。害怕有什么用？


thanks for driving me arnd.
and sory for keep disturbing you.
buden ..
let me disturb more larr ..
nextime u mite jus walk past me lyk u dono me le looh!
oks oks?? =D


this CT im gonna do badlyy.
totaly no time to study!!
wads d fcuk.


i had a great time pia'ing prj in sch today. =)

it had been a thousand years since i since sweat lyk no tml.

thanks guys. =)

totaly enjoyed my night.



can someone please explain to me ..
why do they have BODY BUILDING in the Asian Games?!

please!
someone .. .. i need a EXPLANATION!!

though my country is just a small tiny red dot on earth ..
im still glad im a singaporean. =)


was rushing my assignment jus now AND watching the asian games at the same time.
it was XING AI YING playing against the korean ger ..
badmination female singles.
she is really good.
her "cut courts", "smack", "Lift balls" are all so pretty!!
it was a close shave.
gd job XING AI YING! =)
*but she is foreign talent*

wads better?
SINGAPORE WON THE 50M FEMALES BUTTERFLY!!
LI TAO took the glamour for us. =)
she beat JOCELYN larr!!
and she is only 16 or 17 years olddd!!
*but she is foreign talent*

and and!!
not 4getting our bowling teams.
females double GOLD and males *dono wads* SILVER!!
*ONLY THE BOWLERS ARE SINGAPORE BREED LAR!!*





to the korean horse rider who fell down and died.
you have my prayers.
rest in peace.





so ..
SINGAPORE TEAM!! ALL THE WAY!!=)

i tot i could spend my this week starting to study for my CT next week.

stupid assignments spoilt my beautiful, hardworking plans!!
arghh.


my innocent YOU!
pls work extra hard oks?
stop lazing arndd .. .. i will slap you awake!!



its 8 more days to the big dayy!!
cant wait to see the surprised face.... ..


i jus completed the stupid minutes!! damn.

i finaly attended the long awaited class i wanted to go.

SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGICAL.

upon choosing this module,
i was hoping im able to know and understand more about the tots of people arnd me.
i believed it could bring lots of help to me.

The teacher ask all of us to write down our ans on a paper without indicating our names.
"IF YOU ARE INVINSIBLE FOR 24HRS .. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?"
*before looking at wads i wrote .. think about the ans for urself.*


anyway .. my answer was ..
"spend my 24hrs evenly around my frends .. becos i want to know what they realy think abt me from the bottom of their heart."

THEN!
my teacher being reading to the class of wads the others wrote and she gave her comment each.
FOR MINE ..
after reading .. .. she said i was a very SUSPICIOUS person!
and i dono anything abt TRUST!



i was shocked for tt every moment.
she totaly hit the jackpot even without MYSELF knowing!!

den i realise how LIL trust i haf in my frends.
how doubtful when they tell me they love me.
how unbelieving when they say "don tell others oks? i only tell you!"
and how worried when they start to mention about new people in their life.

TRUST!
my cow told me tt he had totaly no trust in me eversince the day he knew i had 22boyfrends.
it broke my hurt totaly.
i cried on the spott.
i asked him .. "den wads 4 b together since u haf NO trust in me?"

thinking agn!
i could actualy asked my cow this qns and now ..
why NOT asking myself??
wheres the TRUST?



it MUST haf been gone in spaces eaten by aliens!!
hmmm .. MUST BE!!


-_-