i finaly attended the long awaited class i wanted to go.
SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGICAL.
upon choosing this module,
i was hoping im able to know and understand more about the tots of people arnd me.
i believed it could bring lots of help to me.
The teacher ask all of us to write down our ans on a paper without indicating our names.
"IF YOU ARE INVINSIBLE FOR 24HRS .. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?"
*before looking at wads i wrote .. think about the ans for urself.*
anyway .. my answer was ..
"spend my 24hrs evenly around my frends .. becos i want to know what they realy think abt me from the bottom of their heart."
THEN!
my teacher being reading to the class of wads the others wrote and she gave her comment each.
FOR MINE ..
after reading .. .. she said i was a very SUSPICIOUS person!
and i dono anything abt TRUST!
i was shocked for tt every moment.
she totaly hit the jackpot even without MYSELF knowing!!
den i realise how LIL trust i haf in my frends.
how doubtful when they tell me they love me.
how unbelieving when they say "don tell others oks? i only tell you!"
and how worried when they start to mention about new people in their life.
TRUST!
my cow told me tt he had totaly no trust in me eversince the day he knew i had 22boyfrends.
it broke my hurt totaly.
i cried on the spott.
i asked him .. "den wads 4 b together since u haf NO trust in me?"
thinking agn!
i could actualy asked my cow this qns and now ..
why NOT asking myself??
wheres the TRUST?
it MUST haf been gone in spaces eaten by aliens!!
hmmm .. MUST BE!!
-_-
justine