need to prepare myself for tml BTT with laopo.
hope everyt will be smooth and we will PASS!
YAY!! =D
recently lots of mind games are playing around me ..
and im beginning to be so sick of it.
words and pictures from blogs are stabbing me deeply ..
causing great suffocation to me as well.
i had sort things out real clearly.
frendship takes two hands to clap as well.
if i had owaes been the one claping the air lyk an idiot ..
from now onwards ..
im not moving on.
many people had ask me to come to sense and that u aint any frend to me ..
i owaes stand strongly on my OWN point and defend YOU ..
becos i know they are wrongg.
but .. y r things turning this wayy?
u make me realise im standing strong for nothingg.
im a very sensitive person in terms of frendship i realise ..
many times i had been crying to my pals abt some little probs im facing ..
and it always abt FRIENDS!
tot there was a saying ..
true frend only need ONE will do?
when will i come to realise the moral of this sentence??
hmmmm.
stop making me bug myself with frendship problems ..
i realy know who are the realy true ones to me ALREADY!
no more snakes in my life anymore!
YAY!!
i bet BUD must be very happy for me.
apparently .. he has always been the ONE there for me!
if only he is a ger ..
i will make him/her my ONE AND ONLY frendd!
hahahahaha.
BUD .. wanna considerr?
anyway .. thanks for standing up too. =)
oh ya! come to mention ..
IM SO SO SO SO SO HAPY TO SEE DAM STANDING UP FOR CARTEL U KNOW?!
i dono when it bloodly hell started when everyone started to hate cartel.
be it the manager .. the fulltimers .. the cooks or even the new comers ..
everyone arnd me is DISCRIMINATING cartel lyk no tml.
i felt so lonely ..
dou there are times im realy angry but i always cant bear to leave cartel.
for thoes ****ers that tink i stayed becos my bf is working there too ..
then u r ****ing wrong as well.
sweetheart always speak out my true self to me ..
making me realise how much im rooted to cartel.
oks .. this is going no where.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyway .. thanks EVERYONE tt stand up for cartel.
this pauline incident made me realise the unitied cartel we have.
thanks pauline too then.
im sure all ur cartel staffs frends will accept the apologise u state in your entry.
say BYE BYE to those fake people arnd me.
im a grown up! =)
dou is pain to realise .. but u r damn cruel
anyway T11 ..
next thursday .. 29th r u guys free?
everyone's opinion is asked.
pls tag me for the answer ..
im realy sincerely wanting to plan an outing.
=)
Y
justine