im so confused. so vexed.
and i choose not to let any of my frends know ..
mainly becos i got a strong feeling they aint interested. *im serious*
people used to seeing me joking around or laughing out loud ..
im sure a moody and emo justine totaly freaks and turn their day upside down.
but im feeling so fcuking sad now.
2am in the morning ..
all i can do is moan infront of my computer.
i remember telling bud that looking and thinking of chun will cure a million illness and trouble ..
but im sory .. i bluffed ya!
whenever im doing nothing .. these naughty tots will run through my mind agn.
BUT .. chun does help alot when i feeling lyk killing myself. hahaha.
but blame who for all these nonsense happening to me?
if someone has no fault on himself/herself ..
nothing can happens to him/her.
i admit .. my character and personalility sucks to the core.
and i thank all of you for being able to accept me.
*thanks a million* =)
DAMNIT! IM DAMN EMO NOW!
i wanna say it all out!
i wanna tell someone.
but i just cant force myself to.
everyone around me seems so interconnected to each other ..
im so woried it would spread around in less than a day.
im stressing this following sentence ..
IT DOES NOT
MEANS TT I DO
NOT TRUST ALL
YOU GUYS!
im so bloated with things.
i need someone.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
KILL THE DAMN EMO ME!
i seriously wanna choose happiness.
do you see it?
it sucks. the feeling sucks!
if any day i disappear on you guys ..
don wory.
cos i will be back shortly ..
be back in the fun and loving 娃/bud/PL/Laopo/justine infront of you people.
and .. if that day happens ..
please tell ah gu not to woryy.
i will be somewhere .. trying to rearrange my tots and be BACK to his arms as his LAOPO.
thanks for passing the message. =)
*but please do tell him on the day im
disappear! PLEASE do not tell him now. i
dont wanna him to get SO paranoid over
me now.*
i hope i did made any of ur days since i met you.
anyone of you. =)
我真的很难过！people 原谅我的不说~ 我有我的苦衷！
with the above emo entry.
to end your day at least abit happier ..
i present my 万能 medicine to you.
Y
justine