Tuesday, February 27, 2007
posted at 12:32 AM
虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
这是我最后
最美最真
最心碎的留言
爱我好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落 每一次的不安来至于你的冷淡~
thanks laopo for all the advices you gave me.
you realy enlighten me alot.
i came to realise ..
感谢不用挂在嘴边，心里有那念头就好了.
i realy do love you. =)Y
Sunday, February 25, 2007
posted at 11:37 PM
i jus had the
best mahjong game in my life.
you wont know and wont understand.
looks lyk its gone case~ Y
posted at 5:24 PM
两个人在一起到底是快乐多，还是痛苦多?
每当我们一早起身，
从睡梦里清醒后，
自然而然也会带着最好的态度面对对方，
但是往往事情就不能和我们预兆的一样发生！
两个人在一起需要[信赖]， 更需要[体谅]。
俗语说得好，
说得容易~
我知道我们不是有意这样对对方的。
我明白，也了解！
我们一起加油！好吗？=）
im serious.
chinese new year is realy the festive for gambling.
including the ME!
i know .. its the influence .. its not me! =X
last night went chris hse together with cow.his`sis and sis-in-law.
and thats where the blackjacks addicts started their routine.
chinese new year is for people to gather together and gamble.
whether u know people around anot .. u jus gamble! -_-
*sory. im realy stuck in the middle. i WANNA ask you along. but i dono whether to anot.
hope you can understand me. dou i did tot of telling you .. but im afraid you tot im "boasting" to you where i totaly don wanna u will have that intention. im lost at words now. just wanna say .. im realy sory [you know who]*from tml onwards,
i will leave my holiday mood *but not chun* and back to my working life.
i stand strong. =)
i HOPE .. nono .. i
WANNA win tt!!
dearest amy .. bestest of luck!! =D
要来的一定会来~
怎样都避免不了。
如果说你真的式样的人，
我只好扬起嘴角， 对自己笑。Y
Saturday, February 24, 2007
posted at 3:35 PM
CNY is the festive to gamble ..
be it mahjong, daidee or blackjacks.
i bet my sec sch guy frends are oready gambling their life away le. =X
but still .. i wish you all luck.
=) i oso played mahjong ydae.
heh. =)
but i LOST la!!
it had been a long time since i step outta of my hse.
finaly got to see cow ydae after his work.
we went to watch 门徒 ..
its realy a very nice movie.
recommend everyone to watch it yah~
i realise .. i had lost contact with so many of my frends.
its hard to make a choice between frendship and relationship.
if only .. .. .. i oso finaly got 2 see my BUD.
he and his pineapple head for this CNY.
hahahaha.
i'll be back for work soon. =)
*at least theres still some more motivation for me back to work. and wads more motiving is that DAM is going back to! =)*
should keep away my holiday and
chun mood and head back to work.
u oready mistaken my words liaos.
i think wads ever i say u oso canot get into ur mind.
i choose slience. Y
Thursday, February 22, 2007
posted at 11:44 PM
im leading a TAI TAI life now.
with a single digit in my bank and my LIL ang bao money i recieved.
HAHAHAHA!! SO BORED!
MY LIFE IS SO SO BORED!
IM RELUCTANT TO WORK!
NO ONE ASK ME OUT!
NO MAHJONG KAHIS TO PLAY MAHJONG!
NO DETERMINATION GO EXERCISE!
ALL I DO IS STAY AT HOME AND WATCH
CHUN! =X
my legs haf XX wounds.
im freaking irritated when i walk.
argh!
so i jus sit infront of my laptop and television 24/7 once i wake up!
ermm. shall not even miss out this little bit.
ydae i went singing with cousin`amy.laopo.bia LYK FINALLY!!!
we totaly had a great time dou i was busy gaga-ing over him. =X
i wanna sing SOON agn!!
wads gers' outing withou camera whore.
im so bored so bored.
im gonna sit at home and rot to my death!!!
BORED! Y
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
posted at 10:03 PM
i don have much mahjong kah kis~
therefore i can only play with cow and frends.
this CNY is different ..
i have my love ones! hahahaha.
millions of love.
Y posted at 3:49 PM
hafen came to wish all my readers a
新年快乐！=）
gues you guys must be having a good time recieving ang baos and eating lots of junk food har?
forget abt being FAT .. eat all you want!
its LUNAR NEW YEAR!! =)
*thats wads i using to console myself.*
初一 was BAD!
the worst day i ever had in my 20years of life.
and i choose to forget wads happen and lead my hapy life.
despite the hurting fact ..
i had fun with cow and his frends.
awesome!!
cow is hurt. and it hurts me when he is hurt.
DAMNIT!
DAMNIT 2 you!
stop your childish act!
its lyk primary school game cans?
the more u think you are so so great .. the more i see the childish-ness in you.
im oready in my TWENTYS!
im proudd. at least im a grown up.
unlyk you.
INGORANCE is wads you are gonna recieve.
took pictures but all not with me.
will load them soon.
for my own pleasure! hahahaha.
sory darling.laopo.bud.dam for flying you guys aeroplane on that night.
=(
m i forgivenn?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
posted at 1:48 AM
hapy hapy valentine. =)
i owaes thought valentine day should not only for lovers.
should be more of a
frendship day. =)
certain people that i wanna thanks ..
`thanks
alvin chua 4 sending me that valentine day forward sms.
`thanks
elieen chua 4 sending mt the SWEET SWEET valentine day forward sms too.
`thanks
darLing 4 giving me these .. ..
knowing than i love apple strudel .. darling got me 1. =)
`thanks
BUD 4 giving me these as well ..
a card with damn meaningful words that totaly touched me.
*yah. i did keep smiling at myself. hahaha.*
`thanks
LAOPO 4 smth that i had been hoping to recieve since the day i was born. hahaha.
*though the pic is not so cutes. hahahaha.*
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
my cow!!with me stopping him from buying roses for me,
i decided to get necklaces instead. =)
i hafen seen the "ideal" 1s therefore i canot post any pictures.
i refuse to have the EXPENSIVE and SMALL diamonds necklaces!!
anyway .. he got me this.
=)
it jus melts my heart totaly.
thanks a millon for everyting that you people had done for me!BUT sory too .. because i did not get anyone any presents. *im guilty*
can i return u guys by just giving my whole heart? hahahaha.
from the bottom of my heart,
THANKS A ZILLION!!
you.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
posted at 1:48 AM
under estimated the amount of cells i needed to study for my DWA~
suddenly have the tots that tml will be a busy day.
recalling the crowd during 2006,
it was horrible + terrible.
but ... im looking 4ward to huge crowds.
i love crowds. =)
those bums that go whye-ing over huge crowds should go crazy! hahaha.
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HAPY
VALENTINE
DAY!!
尊
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
posted at 7:01 PM
my sickenss is not getting any better. =)
proudly present my new blogskin.
my only medicine to me sickness.
a farewell to my OOAD2.
gonna strive hard for my last paper tml .. DWA.
tml will be valentine day.
not surprisingly .. im spending my v'day at workplace.
you're always on my mind. =)
Monday, February 12, 2007
posted at 10:09 PM
my paper tml is OOAD2.
little and no confidence at all~
what brighten my dull studying time is when my mother throw me a pink envelope.
as i always have the talent in recongising handwriting ..
i knew str8 away that it was my laopo! =)
LAOPO:
thanks alot.
u never fail to send my any cards during all the special festives.
you are the one and only that send cards to me by post!
im realy very touched. thanks alottt. =)
mommy mentioned abt cow today to me.
looks lyk my shy cow had left damn impression to her liaos.
YAY! =D
i know my currenty craze 4 chun now is incorrigble ..
and i seriously dono wads going on with me.
but .. nothing is gonna stop me. =)
sory to those that are very woried that i neglected my studies ..
no worys yar~
i still know how to differentiate between important and not. =)
你好吗
你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
是不是
还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
要坚强
我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
虽然说
孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚
msn上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话
想着你的温柔
想着你的模样
我放不下
都说过了再见
我们各自飞翔
各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎
放开爱会心慌
神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你那麽傻
可以后侮吗
风很大
怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
我很棒
一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮
每一天
发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪
什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅
心里最深的牵挂
越想遗忘越不能忘
亮~
posted at 12:23 AM
today is the big day.
where my family had our reunion dinner at home. =)
of cos,
my mom asked cow along.
first time that we all sat together and eat lyk a family.
cow is so cutes.
hahaha.
i swear im drooling all over his shy-ness.
the way he walk into my hse looking so shy ..
the way he dono where to go where i left his side.
the way he sits at the dining table and don dare to pick any dish.
the way he smiles at my grandma when she toks to him.
the way he smiles when my daddy says that sarawak has the SWEEETEST pineapples.
the way my mommy ask him to finish up all the food ..
the way my lovely erjie feeds him with volka peach + coke.
he is just so cutes!! =D
looking 4ward to chinese new year eve. =)
你是那么的引人注目，
好像会把所有的人都吸引过去。
如果有哪一天我就这样失去你，
我真的不知道我会怎么办。
i came to realise another "news".
this time rnd is not u. i know~
Saturday, February 10, 2007
posted at 2:30 AM
hiding in my room ever since i woke up jus to get my ECAD studied.
i only watched 1hr of show oks.
and of cos that 娱乐百分白。
was hoping i cud see my love on the news la. hahaha.
i realise ..
im very selfish.
but i don care~!
they knocked senses into me ..
so .. i should continue to stay angry and my passion for HIM.
i don care!
tml will be the last day for ECAD.
wish me luck. =)
with YOU in my heart and mind .. i will seat for my exam with my best. =)
Friday, February 09, 2007
posted at 6:09 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
posted at 10:21 PM
救命啊！
its happening again.
the long lost feeling is back after 4 years ..
and it is killing me.
killing me with sweetness and happiness. ahhhhh~~
was just saying that im so jealous because everyone had their clothes for CNY ready ..
and TA DAAAAA~~~~~~~~
i got my dresses today!!!!!!
and a pair of black heals. yeayyyy~~ hahahaha.
exams are round the damn corner and i hafen even start studying.
im still in my world of "HIM" ..
laopo keeps nagging at me to study hard and craze over him after the exams.
lyk i can choose rites? hahahaha. =X
few more days to V'day .. how u guys gonna celebrate?
if something is happening to you .. i hope things will go smoothly for you. =)
a "HIM" a day .. keeps my troubles away.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
posted at 10:34 PM
我的心以被他偷走。。
弄得我整天魂不守舍，
脑海里都是你再跑来跑去。
一旦我面对什么不开心的事，
只要想到你，
什么事情都会过去。
你总是在我最需要你的时候出现。
让我不得不爱你！神啊！救救我啊！everyone had bought their CYN clothes le.
and im still stuck with my 3dollars in my bankk.
ahhh. im so jealous!!
Sunday, February 04, 2007
posted at 11:01 PM
it had been so long since i have such HUGE crave and craze!!
my current
ADDICTION!!
吴尊！！i just cant stop thinking of you!
its my choice. =P
Thursday, February 01, 2007
posted at 1:36 AM
went BBDC with 老婆 today ..
finaly i got myself enrolled．
had been waiting and dragging till age 20!!
with her anxious and aunty-ness .. i manage to enrol myself successfully with her.
our BTT test will be on the 23 March. =)
i had been told to let go and look forward.
and that ..
i will follow!!
From Xu Wei Lun incident:
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...玮伦 ．．
一路好走。
justine