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actualy i do read your blog everytime i come online ..
in a way or other ..
i know you are refering to me .. or either us.
naturally .. i can feel tt u r trying to get our attention into the matter tt is troubling ya.
upon reading this ..
u know im toking abt you.
so .. gimme ur full attention oks? =)
ACTUALY ..
there seems a gap between us .. i don deny .. THERE is.
but none of us hope this will continue happening ..
i can swear to ya from the bottom of our hearts.
we know you are hurt by dono wads we had/had not done.. and we are really trying to make things better.
but .. apparently i don think it was ever successful.
misunderstandings are the main factors affecting us .. ..
i hope the air between us is clear and transparent. i really do.
we dono wads excatly happened to made ya in a way felt tt u were the xtra ..
cos we do think of all 3 of us everytime we do smth. at least i do.
if its abt being the last to b informed .. .. wads i can try to explain is .. there are owaes times when there is a last to b informed among us .. including me.
3 in 1 is owaes harder to maintain cos we are odd number ..
buden i believe we 3 will never have this problem .. .. cos we r all netural and fair to each.
everytime when i start reading ur blog ..
i know its abt me or either us .. it jus upset my heart totally.
i know it doesnt make u feel any better at all .. ..
tts y i feel tt there a need for you to hear wads in my heart now.
i hope u can accecpt my words and don take it into any offence. oks? =)
if there is any .. .. pls lemme know.
so i can b more careful with my words in future.
can we return to the past?
i mean .. .. we CAN rites? =)
damnit! got class chalet but i canot go.
im sory guys. next time oks? =D
i made my dearest PL angry.
so im here to apologise ..
PL .. 对不起嘛!
不要生我的气了好吗? =(
i realise ..
i do have sides when im weak.
where i need a listening ear so much so much ..
times when i jus keep quiet and start thinking about so much.
times when i jus need someone beside me jus to make me smile ..
even with the lame-EST joke he/she can tink about.
i realise ..
i love to make my frends laugh ..
even if it takes me to do stupid tings/actions .. jus to make them smile.
BUT .. i realise i need tt ME too.
argh! stupid EMO times!