wasnt a good day at all.

boring!

anyway,
i have smth 2 show xiaomei!
pls rmb 2 hold ur breathe arhs! =)





HAHAHAHA!!
jealous rites?!! =P


BORING DAY I HAD!

wasn't a very good day4 me.
dou i only had a short day of sch 2dae.

2 things tt haf gr8 impact on me.

1stly,
i heard from darling tt the class had plannED to go china this coming sept.
i did read cyn blog, saying smth abt china trip.
n TA DA. tts about it.
mayb at dis point of time,
my feeling was wads darling felt when she tot we all planned 2 take the same IS module w/o telling her, i gues it should be the same ba. hah`
lots of things came 2 my mind when she told me tt.
which includes WHY, WHO, WHEN, WHAT and HOW.
tts life.
OR should i say ..
tts my LIFE!
wads attracted me greatly is NO NEED to attend IS classes anymore.
imgaes of ME having 2 take IS classes BUT the rest will stay at home n slp! blaaaa~~~
buden i tried consoling myself,
mayb i get to meet some real great frends in my IS classes?! ha`
SELF-CONSOLING is gr8! =)
n of cos not 4getting 2 wish them have a gd trip!
im nice, i know. haha.

WELL, think agn!
i wasnt alone, BUD was left untold as well. hah`
but his reaction made another gr8 impact on me.
he was so cold to the class (but it was so understand-able)
BUT he was so COLD 2 me s well!!
i rmb asking xiaomei, whether her [haa] meant HAHA or HAH!
now i rmb myself not asking BUD,
his reply was so COLD!!

imagine,
wads could my life be w/o BUD next sem?!

BLACK and WHITE!
-_-

and then agn,
i tried consoling myself agn!
cos i was about meet my cow in few hrs time after the NEWS!
so, i remained hapy. =)







cow n long played the mahjong game.
so adorable lar!
d both of them.
plannED 2 go k tmL nites.
immmmm .. ya ready 2 SING?! =D

oh ya!
today is the open of HELL gates.
pls take care all my frends.

i miss ah gong.
i wonder was it a success for dem 2 bring ah gong back 2nite.
hope everything is fine down der 4 him.

WEDNESDAY IS LYK THE DAY LAR!
GERS!
I BORROWED GU DE HP!
WE CAN TAKE TIL WE DROP!!
HAHAHA.
PROMISE ARHS!!
I WANNA TAKE NOTE OF EVERY PRECIOUS MOMENTS WIF U GERS!!
MUACKSSSS!!!!

1stly,
my connection is finally back.
buden it does make any huge difference becos currently im using junqing 1s.
haha. =X
anyway, im stil v hapy my connection is back.
thanks ah hee kor n dajie. =)

well oh well,
this week finally's over.
my worst day was thursday morning,
my BLANK piece of LAN test paper!!

working was tiring .. buden im so at NO CHOICE!!
nvm! at least it was fun!
love working wif BUD and his buddies!
aLL damn jokers. HAHAHA. =p

sometime i jus feel tt tings r not the same anymore.
i've made my choice,
and i should and will continue to live with it.




sunday is family day! =)

i so HATE 2 bath late at nites at home.
nope!
not becos im afraid of ghost,
but im seriously afraid of GAINTIC COCKROACHES!!!

as i swing closed the door hardly,
( due to my pas incident, closing the door slowly gives the cockroach d time 2 run about!)
i heard sratches of the cockroach leg against my metal door!!
the sound is freaking disgusting!!
with my contact outs, im lyk so BLIND!
everything is blur infrnt of me and the sound is freaking OUT n CLEAR!
i can imagine the cockroach running about panic-ly!!
but i jus cant SEE where it was!
it totally freaked me OUT!! =(

i finaly get 2c my sis 2dae.
her HUG / SQUEEZE / SUFFOCATE (did i spelt dis correctly?) means everything 2 me.
love ya sis!! <3

thank you darling 4 coming down 2 visit me TWICE dou im busy during dos 2 times!!
love ya too. <3

will be able to c xiaomei tmL,
bringing me back my SHOE!! my nice, pretty and WHITE shoe! =)

my cow wanna open chalet 4 me during 27th aug.
u guys free? =D

keith.
i will owaes remember today.
the day where u stretched out ur LENDING arms 2 me!
thanks a million / zillion / billon!!

i pray that KEITH TAN BO HAO will haf a long and healthy life,

most importantly,
win $$ in all the games he BUYS!
=D
thanks babe.

u mite c me not smiling as often as the past,
this is becos i cant.
i have more things to wonder and ponder about.
im a busy ger,
and i will continue to b busy till everything is solved.
=)

i flung my LAN!
i swear i did.
if u think u r worst ..
pls rmb ders a JUSTINE handing up a blank test paper up!
wads subnetting?
its a damn killer!!

i prefer working so much!
but im still gonna continue my studies.
is only when u lose it den u will treasure it,
i omost lost my studies,
not im gonna TREASURE it more.
so shut the fcuk up when u ask wads im gonna do n my reply is STUDYING!
don go `wahhhh! so guai arhs?!`
OR
`realy anot?!`
i had given warnings .. so bear tt it mind.


STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!!!

i hereby declared BANKRUPT!

im too poor to carry on studying!

im BROKE .. STRESSED .. WORRIED !!

i hate my life now!

i still need to b strong!
be the strong 1s in everyone's eyes!
u guys know nothing.
deep down, im suffering so much.
aint anyone's fault cos im unwilling to share.
its my life n i don wish anyone interfere!

it comes to a point of time of trust!


i dislyk LAN!
will be having a 25% test tml at 9am!
currently at 0324 im blogging .. telling u guys how much i dislyk LAN!
everyone is staying back in sch studying ..
where im happily working, neglecting my studies .. my LAN!
wads 2 do?!
im in a BACKSIDE OF DEBTS!!

i need $$!
anyone 1s 2 spare me?

i don wanna wake up every morning.
cos it jus reminds me how bad the suitation is now~


don laugh at me.
cos i cant take it!
im a sore loser .. i admit!
so ..
DONT LAUGH AT ME!!

im hecking abt LAN dou i stiLL cares!
im going 2 bed.

nites my frends.




thanks for those tt cares 4 me.
but im strong! =)

will be chionging work from today till end of july.
i need $$ desperatly for august.


my laptop is sick.
2 be more specify,
my cd rom turn me down!
it aint the optical device problem .. neither is it the wire problem..
it was my laptop MOTHERBOARD!!!
so! my laptop is currently at ACER SERVICE CENTER recuperating!
meaning .. i wont be online till my laptop is BACK to my SIDE!


i finally had a date wif my mudsis on next wednesday!! =D

assignments are offically down!
next will be the examinations.


i was telling my mates ..
if i were to withdraw from school,
its all becos i haf no more $$ 2 carry on.
so BUD .. u r v fortunate!
pls hang on tiL arnd 2more years yar. =)



if i can choose,
i WILL choose to be mudsis forever de souLmates.

if i can choose,
i WILL choose to be my parents de guai daugher.

if i can choose,
i WILL choose darling,sweetheart,BUD,pL forever mine.

if i can choose,

i will choose to buy a pair of new SHOE n SLIPPERS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



desprate for my pay!!

had not been blogging recently.
becos it came 2 my senses tt i actually cant blog outs wads ever im really feeling.

do u guys know?
it hurts when my love is being doubted.
is lyk ..
我付出了那么多，难道你真的感觉不到吗？


i haf no more strengths,
no more time.
im no hapy at all,
u guys don need to know wads happened.
i swear no body know abt this incident execpt my cow,
so don bother asking me anyway ..
cos im not saying to anyone.
becos dey say and i believe tt ..
' bad news spread faster then good ones!! '

the fear in me grows as days passed.

im not pregrant! 4 any fool or dumbass having tt thinking!


DAM!
thanks 4 the treat 2dae. =)
COKE d best drink on earth.

italy won!

frends arnd me won $$.

gdgd.

it feels werid 2 work in shorts and slippers!


im tired.

its 3.42am now.
and the match is 84.12s oready!

everyone has bettings on FRANCE!
i hope everyone wins.

but my 自觉 tells me vice versa.

HAH!

sory frends.

有没有那么一首歌，
会让你想起莫个人？

对我来说，
有很多个会让我想起莫个人！
不管是好的，
还是坏的，
每次听到莫些歌，我的脑海里都会浮现莫些人。

但是！

都是因为你！
害得我在听到那首歌的时候，
竟然会想起你！
真是气人！！

听他说他已经不打算继续读了。
希望他的决定是真确的。

life had come 2 a point of time of SIANS!!

i missed my cow on thursday and friday.
so i decided to meet him on saturday b4 his work at 6pm!
=)
as usuaL ..
we joked the hours off.
it was jus a short while anyway.
we ate breakfast CUM lunch CUM dinner at swesens!
save $$ rites?!

DAMNIT!!
d belt i wanna buy sold out le!!
im HEARTBROKEN!!

had been having peacefull weekends cos i did not work.
feeling v guilty to the others running up and down cartel now.
BUT ..
assignments are piLing up!
hope everyone understands me. =)

imm had offered me 2 go over 2 help her 4 a period of time.
should i or not?

slacking at home makes one SLEEPY easily!

*yawns*

这个世界真得很奇妙，
太多的 不可思议 在发生！
在你们的周围有什么让你听了很惊讶的事吗？

已经很久没有上 friendster 了。
刚才我进久的 friendster 的时候，
就是要看看他有没有回应我，
但是，
事实总是残忍的！

ANYWAY, 最重要的事，
我看到了。。 。。
他和她在一起！
我真的没有想到！！
真地把我活活的吓死了！

可是，
我真的打从心理的祝福你们！
一定要常常久久喔，
不要白费那些为了你们的幸福而伤心的人。=）

有时侯，
我在想 。。 为什么你能装得那么若无其事？
难道你真的觉得我什么多不知道吗？
在你的心理，
我有那么笨吗？
为什么你还能在我的面前嬉皮笑脸？
装得和我是几百年前的好朋友？

为什么？！！！


anyway,
最近我的心情很好！
我喜欢面带微笑的面对任何人！
=D
[[[[ 你们有为了我的微笑而变得开心吗？]]]]

有吗？

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

i know you will be reading this entry sooner or later.
well,
i had state clearly my thoughts in the sms.
mayb sometimes u wanna think twice b4 walking out on us?
u ask me not 2 turn my back on you .. ..

i never lyk losing any of my frends.
tt includes YOU s well ..

i realised ..
going home after sch is actually a v relaxing thing.
laughter from BOY ..
cooking from MOMMY ..
pestering from ERJIE ..
scoldings from DADDY ..
n JAP smell from DAJIE ..
n of cos the smell of my BED n pillow!!
it is actually a very RELAXING thing~~~
我会珍惜这一切。

anyway ..
i witnessed an accient 2dae together with xiaomei n dam!
把我们俩吓死了!
the helment of the cyclist roll outta of his head n rolled infront of us.
i swear we were rooted to the ground ..
only dam walked st8 up to the cyclist 2 check him up!
i pray that the victim will 平安无事!


OOAD is almostly completed~
congrats 2 everyone in my group.
this time was hard .. but im glad both me and darLing finally pass thru this time. =)

MUDSIS!
find time 2 meet up okays?
be it is dis coming saturday or next thursday.
okays okays??






hapy loving cow.

哈哈。
已经好久没写博客了。
心血来潮，想用华语来写。你们没问题吧。=)

最近心情不是很好，
有好多事情发生啊！
嗨~
我想来不是很会害怕事情的女生，
只是一碰到友谊的事情，
我就束手无策。
我很怕孤独，
所以最后一件事发生就是让我失去朋友。

但现实中是残酷的！
我不想多说，
反正一定会被人搬弄是非的。

幸好！
我还有很多志同道合的好友。
谢谢你们这路来的关心和爱戴！=）
当然忘不了我那头牛啦！

其实，事情有转变啦！
我们开始讲话了。
我真得很开心！
=D
谢谢你帮过我的事。
如果可以，
我希望我们能回到过去，和往常一样。
吃饭， 玩耍！
如果你不喜欢看电影，
那我们就不看吧！=）
现在到我道歉了，
对不起！
如果我伤了你的玻璃心的话， 我很抱歉！
能够原谅我吗。。
汉堡？ =X

最近的 assignments 堆积如山，
真讨人厌！
大岭 和 BUD ，我们一定要加油 ok?!
一定要相信我们可以办到的！
还有，老爸 。。 。。
谢谢你的帮忙也是。=）

我累了！
真的累了~







我爱的人，
和爱我的人。=）