people say ..
wads u have now is all destined.
if u r eviL .. den u derserve to be the deviL.

im standing aLone.
do u c?
you dont. cos u r blinded. so blinded.
so tired of dis~
im starting to know and see the true colours of everyone.

FRIENDS come n go.
only true 1s stay ..
dis saying mite be obsolete .. but it brings nth but the truth.
i don need many frends .. jus need a handfuL that are true 2 you.

im hurt.
unintentionally??

love me for a reason .. .. let the reason be love!

你知道吗？
actually, crying urself to bed is something nice.
it jus release everything at the time .. ..
n when ur eyes get tired .. ..
it will slowly and naturally close .. with ur nose stiL sniffing!
cutes har?


如果我说我很怕寂寞，
你会相信吗？
曾经有人和我说过，
每个人都会带着一个面具， 只是要看你选择怎样去面对。
如果我能有一个愿望，
我希望天使能把我身边的每个人的面具踩下！
就让我能看清他们的真面目。。 。。
能吗？

我觉得这个世界好恐怖！






双面的每个人。

i totaly agree with wads cynthia wrote in her blog!
MY CLASS SUX BIG TIME!!

i don care s well.
im gonna write wadever i feel ..
n if u don lyk ..
DON READ! FCUK OFF!!

once i step in2 d class ..
d writings on the board attracted me.
we r freaking grp in2 groups AGAIN!
i repeat .. AGAIN!!
from the board .. u can c so damn freaking clearly between the
ADs (the selfish) and the PASSER (humanly) people.
take me MEAN n tok behind my back lyk wad YOU owaes do ..
i don care!!

so wads if i got d cun care less attitude?!
its my LIFE!! think abt urself .. ..
piece of shit!
it applies 2 YOU .. YOU and YOU!!
i don c u treating the others d same s ME!
u r jus BAISED!
u think im LEECHING you .. n i freaking DON NEED!
cos i don wanna LEECH tiL ur character!
some1 with BRAINS but no HEART!!
i rather b a LOUSER in studies but with HEART!!

HE apologise 2 us.
but we don need it.
cos he freaking did not owe us OR do us bad!
we love him .. hence we SET him free!

IAM STUPID n SLOW in studies .. so WADS?!
u think u go YAYA over your FANTASTIC results claiming ur result is damn poor
is very attracting n cutes lar?!
get a LIFE!!! get a HEALTHY LIFE!!
SHUT THE FCUK UP EVERYTIME U GET UR RESULTS CANS?!
IT JUS TOTALY PISS EVERYONE IN THE CLASS UP!
EVERYONE SMILES AT YOU BUT ACTUALLY EVERYONE HATES YOU!
H - A - T - E Y - O - U !!
UNDERSTAND?!!

i freaking hate my cLass!
even dou der only left FEW people tt i care!
i stiL freaking hate my class big time!!!

YOUR words r so freaking hurting!
u mite not mean it .. BUT i think u DID!
it hurt US!
u jus had NO IDEA!!

YOU frown when i was trying 2 break the ice between us!
you gave me no more confidence.

YOU walked me out agn 2dae.
but u were back.
i thank you .. cos u need 2 know how much i need you in this freaking class!!




im angry. NOT disappointed!!
i hate my classs!!
i TOTALY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don lyk!
i simply don lyk tt look on ur face.
in my memory .. u will use ur smile and laughter to face everything good/bad coming 2wards ya.
BUT y m i c-ing tt expression on ur face?
don b!
im sure everything will b fine n back 2 normal .. im SURE!
or mayb dis d way 2 console myself??

anyway!!
holidays are finally ending.
a short n sharp 2 weeks time.
worked lyk 90% of my holidays away .. s dey owaes says .. 先苦后甜！
calculated my pay ..
stiL in my expectation! =)
im thinking ..
should i changed my job?
anyway .. boss had oready published on newspaper 2 hire more people.
i realy feel lyk going out in the bigger world outside.
hmmm.
ALVIN .. wanna accept me?! hahaha.

we were on the transport toking abt the haunted carteL!
hahaha.
qixian and BUD are lyk damn timid lar!
so kawaii!!!
we were jus saying tt we keep hearing people saying
"EXCUSE ME."
but when we turn arnd .. no customers r actually looking at us!
SO .. its how u wanna c d ting lar!
its either u r too tired from working tiL imagining too much ..
OR der r BO LIAO customers playing tricks on you ..
OR u realy MEET it.



toking abt customers ..
i came 2 realise wads kind of customers i HATE most!
surprising .. it GUYS!
not all .. but dos tt
ACT TILL SO BIG SHOT ONES!!
u know dos kind?
bring a ger outs 2 have dinner/lunch ..
den act lyk dey r so so so SMART!!
customer: "can you get some chilli for HER?"
ME: "ya! sure."
customer: "clear HER plates pls!"
ME: "okay. sure"
den i will go in2 d kitchen ..
ME: TABLE xx I REFUSE 2 SERVE!
i dono how 2 explain lar.
i jus dislyk!!


we all tot it was over ..
but .. looks lyk d tougher life had just began.



if i were 2 ask u people 2 describe me in 1 word ..
wad would it be??

( SPENCER WEE! i don need your answer 4 dis!
your effort and 7 years of frendship is very much appreciated! hahaha. )

sweetheart!
pls take gd care of urself PLS!
don make me wory UN - NECESSARY!!


n 2 all my gambler frends out der:
PLS DON BURNT UR OWN FINGERS HAR!
HOR?! ALVIN CHUA!!!

现在是凌晨五点了。
我刚放工不久，
现在因该早就在床上睡大觉了！
可是，
我竟然失眠了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
真可惜！！　
浪费了我那两小时的珍贵睡眠！！　

本来我因该开电脑来做功课的，
可是又被那　ｉｎｔｅｒｎｅｔ　影响到！
所以，我就来ｕｐｄａｔｅ　我的博客了！

as i was going though d pictures in my laptop ..
i realise i need 2 arrange them accordingly 2 d years.
s i was doing so ..
i was thinking .. .. which folder could i actually go on loading for years.
hmm .. .. ..

another thing was ..
i found lots of INTERESTING PICTURES that i think i wanna share.
HAHAHAH!















the funniest JOKE of d year! hahaha.























we aint ready u C! hahaha.























okays! this look realy disney land! hahahaha.

















my cutes n adorable PL! hahahaha.


this are wads makes my day!
natural n real dey r 2 me. hahaha.


fine!
im finally getting slpying!
im going 2 bed .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

it had been ages since i last blog!

my life had been gr8 lately.

love meeting up wif my sisters .. dey simply jus rule my worLd.
i realise ..
dou often meeting up is not necessary 2 keep our bonds der ..
BUT it does play an important role in buliding stronger bonds!
we don SMS .. neither do we CHAT ..
BUT we still love each other s days past!

seriously .. if u were 2 ask whether i regretted retain-ing in my sec sch life ..
i wud darely say NOPE!
cos if i don retain .. .. ders no chance i cud ever MEET them!

TIFFANY and EUNICE ..
i realy love u gers from d bottom of my heart!
im serious .. i cross my heart n SWEAR!! =)

r'ship wif my cow had been steady recently.
pls b hapy 4 me. =)





oh ya!
my cow sister gave birth oready.
its a GER! hahaha.
im owaes excited when i c BABIES!!
heh heh .. ... =)
hope 2 c her soon.


i came 2 my senses ..
wads YOURS will b YOURS .. wads not .. LET IT FREE. =)

im shivering!
bloodly helllllllllll.

i never once felt so frighten in my life b4!

d MAJOR:
after i closed finished my station jus now ..
i reciever 23new msges and 11 miss calls!
i rmb bluetoothing pictures from my cow dis afternoon ..
arnd 20over..
hence wasn't surprise 2 c tt huge amt of sms~
den i tot d 11 miss calls were from my cow ..
accumlate from the morning calls n nights 1s.
hence .. i never felt any big deaL~

buden once i open my msg ..
d 1s msg was from erjie ..
saying "mommy in hospitaL"

my heart stopped pumping for tt sec ..
i swear i did.
n i let out a loud scream which scared xiaoxin off!

to anyone tt cares:
mommy is now slping beside daddy in her room!
i hafen get 2 tok 2 her ..
bud i certainly PRAY 2 who ever and whatever everywhere ..
PLS LET MOMMY B HEALTHY N SICKNESS FREE!
PLEASE!!
im in a fcuking dwn mood!!

xiaoxin said i was calm n steady ..
BUT 4 me ..
i don lyk 2 show peep my sad side!
it sux!



FINE! another BIG DEAL here!!
i went 2 bath once i reached home from work.
u know .. when i don wear specs ..
im blind! totaly BLIND!
wads more impt?
once i closed d toilet door .. smth black drop dwn RIGHT BESIDE ME!
i moaned! and came 2 realise it was a THUMB SIZE COCKROACH!!
all i can c wads smth black in colour ..
n 2 feelers (is tt how it is spelt?) moving damn virgorously!!
i swear i was afraid~
hence i kept my EYES stick on tt black thing!


den suddenly ..
it started crawling up the wall .. ..
n s usual .. i KEPT my eye sight on d black thing!
den out of d fcuk!
it SPREAD its WINGS n FLYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
n at tt point of time ..
i squat down with soap all over my body .. AND
i yell n i meant i YELLED!!!
(i hear 回应 from the surroundings cans! )
i was FRIGHTEN!! VERY FRIGHTEN!!

damnit!

i swear 2 everyone arnd me .. ..

I HATE COCKROACHES!! ESPECIALLY DOS TT FLYS!!! FCUK OFF!!!!







mommy. pls b fine. =)

it had been a thousand years since we last went out. =)

s usuaL ..
i was late dis morning while meeting dem.
im sory precioussss .. =(

supposing going 2 catch K-LUNCH ..
buden i was late Lar!
so we went up 2 ask how was d ongoing package like ..
apparently we are being served by dis v rude man!
he was lyk so pek chek with our qns lar ..
so irritating!!
so .. der was an hr b4 going in K ..
so i turn arnd n said ..
"LETS GO! NEOPRINTS!"
hah~ den der we go. hehehehe. =X

















































okays! 2pm.
den we chiong up 2 level 8 and fullfill our
screaming session! =D
im sory timonthy .. buden im stiL gonna load pictures! hahaha.



























































im disappointed.
looking everything thru the reflection.
all ur moves .. i had been watching you.
i was thinking ..
mayb tt u gers r realy tt close and belongs 2gether?
i tried .. i tried many times jus 2 win u back.
i tot i did ..
buden things happen 2 our partner .. n does it gonna affect us?
we once made promise 2 each other ..
but .. .. r we keeping 2 it?
mayb u r say tt im being selfish ..
cos i haf my own circle of frends s well .. ..
y cant u?!
tts true. mayb tts d selfish part of me.
bud i don demand much .. a sms/email/testi/tag helps.
or mayb a picture of me anywhere in ur frendster .. ..
tts all .. ..

我们的结局会是怎样呢？

yeps yeps~
it is finally OVER!
d horrible + terrible exams r OVER!!
肩膀的石头终于可以放下了！
=)

after exams finished,
i FLEW outta d classroom lyk no TML!
if u tot it was 4 tt guy sitting bside me ..
ya WRONG!
cos it was the arrivaL of my MOMMY n BROTHER coming back!! =D
i missed them lyk FCUK!!
photos prove everything!! =)

nth much 2 blog about anyway .. ..
jus smth emotional.




y r dey lydat?
how come 我们一家人会变得这样？
是你们太自我，还是我们太随变？
当老爸告诉我说，
“他妈不喜欢你们一起出去”的时候，
那时的画面不出现了。
she scolded her cos she was playing wif me.
she said "wads did i tell u this afternoon?"
i was ultimate HURT!
HURT!!!!!!

hais~

i hope dis does not accecpt d younger generation.


n .. im sory 2 u.
i dono y .. bud i jus had 2 b lydat~
v sory!
hope u don take it 2 heart. =)

血永远浓过水！



















































we r d 2 TINGS in d family!
n we r very 心有灵犀~
i swear we did not plan 2 do dis 2gether!!
amy .. i love u! =)

MUDSIS!
tml at 11am~~~
love u gersss. =)

will b having my last paper later at 4pm!
i din care so much u know?
once i reached home last nite from going

SUN TANNING

with my darling after EBF ..




























and meeting my cow for movie and dinner ..

i SLPT thru out untiL now!
currently 2.08pm! =)
i glanced thru my tutorial .. n i think im prepared.
i don bother abt d results ..
so 4 goodness sake ..

stop comparing ans n make my feel SICK 4 getting d wrong ans! thank you v much!
jus shut up and walk away!
ur effort is very much appreciated!

mommy will b coming back in 55mins time!
3 weeks had pass`
i so fcuking hapy!!
im finally having my mommy n brother back 2 my side!
i love home!
im gonna stay at home everyday!!

he did not come 4 ydae paper.
i care cos he ish my frend!
n it is not d END of world ..
if it is .. .. it will be d day i C you!!
understand me?!
anyway .. y is he not here?! arghhhh.

fine. im going 2 sch le~~
bye peeps!


SIS! im ONS WIF U!
tml go k!!!! =)

i wanted 2 use chinese 2 type my post out!
apparently, i failed!
dono y my blog cant display chinese!
angry~~~

anyway .. had my DB test oready.
tot it wud pass quite okay-ly!
buden when i heard HX n augs comparing ans ..
i lyk .. "okay justine! u r DONE!"
hais~
simply jus hate studying u ｃ！
does anyone c?!!
arrghhhh!!

it had been years since i last met wif my heart n souLs!
mudsis .. dis coming saturday arhs! okays?
lets watch almost LOVE!
bet is sure v funy de.
hao bu hao?
darrell n dam wiL b free mahs?
i don mind being d bulb.
cos it owaes NICE 2 haf BOYFRENDS wif us. =D

fine! i gotta start studying agn!
another 4 more days!
JIAYOU!! -_-

picutes 2 brighten up d day!

people i love .. n people who love me.

*except augs! =X*

i jus logged in to my new msn address!
i was so pleased and surprised looking at all dos peep that actually cares!

they r ones to reads can CARE 2 make a LiL change jus 4 me.
by next monday .. ..
im gonna log in to my NEW msn ..
n 4 dos tt don gif a damn .. ..
u will b deleted from my list now n forever ..
(d last n least thing 2 do ish 2 ask!)

people tt care for justine!
*3 cheers for u peeps.*
xiaomei
darling
elieen
cynthia
spencer
gerald
bear
winie (MY IS FREND CAN!)
darell
budd BUD
yong khee
jery
johnathan NG
alvin chua!


love u peeps! =)

HAPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING!!WISH YA PRETTY PRETTY S DAYS PAST .. CUTES S EVER ..N OF COS .. .. ETERNITY LOVE WIF AUGUSTUS! LOVE YA FOREVER!!! MUACKSSSSS. =)
heard from DI tt my IS group need 2 re-generate ideas.i was lyk ..wad d!! it was lyk finishing le larr .. den suddenly haf 2 do a new 1s!*COLLASPE!!*hais~ my group oready CMI looh.anyway .. I PON IS AGN! thank you very much.
i hate LAN lar!buden for elieen .. .. i will study hard! hahaha. =)leens .. u too okays? *winks*
i lost my mom ATM card ydae.i felt totally shitty about it!mommy left her card behind jus in case we need $$ when she is not around ..buden i LOST IT!i felt lyk jumping off d 100000 building when my head CRASHED!wads worst?! my father suan-ed my so sacarsitic-ly!!"LOST KEYS .. THEN LOST CARD .. WADS NEXT? NEXT TIME LOST URSELF HAR?!"i was burning FLAME lar.buden .. .. i had 2 swallow it u knows?! so angry larrr!wads worst then any other thing? my mom actually 4gif me lar!!*sob sob* i love mommy. =(
exams r so near!but i haf totaly no heart 2 continue studying. im working TML! tiL 2am!hahahahaha. studying ish not my TYPE u c.
ders smth about PEOPLE!dey owaes think dey r ALWAYS rites .. bud dey don get it!NO 1S IS PERFECT!y don u jus understand?u may seem so PERFECT and NICE on d outside ..buden d inside?everyone knows u!so .. stoping acting DR.GOOD when everyone don care!! arghhhh. im not gonna care .. . .. .. its none of my business! =)
celebrated darling bdae 2dae. =)had swesens and watch "SHEs THE MAN" !!nice show lehs. hahaha. i luff out so loudly larrr.spoil my SHU NU image! *shy*

i had been recieving complains!
complains saying tt i don blog.
bud d problem is .. ..
no 1s reads! hahahaha.

okays!
i know mudsis reads ..
darling reads ..
PL reads (do u stiL?) ..
cynthia reads ..
n bud will read once in a while when he lyks.
hmmm ..
okays den!
because of u peep .. .. iL blog whenever i successfully tap. =)
hahahaha.

s wads cyn says in her blog (2 prove tt i read urs! =X)
ish d common test week ..
d only difference ish tt dey din put us on holiday b4 d common test.
i c d panic in me .. cos im so damn afraid ders no time 2 finish studying!
bud i slack.
i slack lyk how BUD slack ..
how CYN slack ..
how xiaomei slack
cos .. .. d sights of d lecutre slides jus simply BORED us out!

bud was telling me about his target ..
seriously ..
i pray 4 ya from d bottom of my heart!
i believe u can do it.
n if u did .. .. tt fellow can jus shut his FCUKING mouth UP!

i don haf any target.
i jus wanna PASS!!
bud still .. gonna work damn hard 4 my PASS!

mommy is stiL away from home.
i miss her. =(

my class had TORN IN2 PIECES!!
it is not a class anymore.
u can SEE / HEAR / LEARN tt people r backstabbing people.
people trying 2 act so nice 2 people jus 2 gain TRUST!
people trying 2 AA everytime .. everywhere!
people boasting about how GREAT dey are n how people canot manage 2 NOT HAVE dem.
it ish so horrible!
i cherish my frendship .. i owaes do.
mayb u don c .. bud i do cherish cynthia n jolene!
i will do wads it takes 2 have back d fredship
BECAUSE dey deserve it.
to dos : BACK OFF!

everyone ish changing.
u cant stop but .. but 2 accecpt it.
bud if u wanna wag ur tongue ..
SAY IT IN MY FACE!!
don call me a XIAOREN when u r backstabbing me.
sweetheart says "it takes one 2 know."
so .. WELCOME!
welcome 2 being a xiaoren with me!

i simply dislyk LAN!
2 d coreeeee.

cant have any meeting with anyone dis n next week.
so sad!

so .. mudsis .. .. is saturday ons?
sister .. lets go tanning on sat morning b4 meeting xiaomei.
so HOPE tt xiaomei can go with us s well!

hows my love life? any1 wonders?
JERY i know u does! hahaha.
well .. my cow is extremely nice 2 me.
NAH! EVIDENCE!

cyn .. im not provoking u har!!

i can replace BOTAK 4 u. will u marry me? hahahahahaha.

okays.

you n YOU sux!