im learning to let go .. cos i know i will need eventually.
i know .. n believe i can do it.
it had been a million timeS when ur promises r broken.
u said i lied 2 u too.
fine. i don deny ..
bud y not calculate urS compared 2 mine?
im not trying 2 b nasty n blog it all out so all my frends pity moi.
cos i don need.
it lies on myself .. n i know i can handle it well.
PROMISES meant totaly nth 2 u.
i believe u r crossing ur fingerS everytime u make a promise 2 moi.
u will owaes say ..
`gif u d last chance` and `trust moi 1 last time`.
i had tons of sms lyk dis oready.
when will ur last time b last time?
n if u cant do it .. .. y wud u wanna promise moi b4 hand?
jus 2 please moi or make moi hapy?
well. u did not. jus 4 ur info.
cos i will n alwayS feel damn fucked up when u break d promises.
i gave u 3 months.
n within dis 3 months .. i kept asking whether can u stil keep d promise.
n u will go .. `can lar. don nag lar.`
so wads happened last night?
changing topic when i ask u agn?
is freaking heart aching can.
i cant and will never believe ur words anymore.
i dono wads will d ending be.
bud i know .. im not gonna continue dis shit anymore.
it had been one and a half year.
think abt it.
if u stil think im unreasonable .. den im speechless.
i don need anything/anyone anymore.
im learning to live WELL without u.
n i believe i can do in within 3 months.
im not ready 2 meet u on monday.
im hafing mix and confused feelings.
dis time rnd .. im serious.
justine