Tuesday, September 27, 2005
posted at 5:31 PM
im going 4 my class chalet tmL.yeay! ish TML!! haha.cant wait man .. .. i BET it wud b so fun.i was lazy 2 blog abt ydae dou it was such a NICE day. it was grandma bdae n we all gathered. haha. it was awesome. seriosuly ..im loving my famiLy more n more. =) i love when we gathered in my room n testing on my clothes ..i love when we all 9 squeeze in d car .. n of cos .. i love when we all sit on d round table and enjoy our food.i jus LOVE!! haha. 
bye peepS. im gone. i will miss dear n mud sis. =) cya u guyS soon. =D
Sunday, September 25, 2005
posted at 4:10 PM
seriously .. im in love wif jurong WEST people u know. OH MY!! 1stly .. d most important 1s .. my SISTER!! simply cant get her off my mind lar.i miss u ger. =( 2nd .. hanxiang lar. damn. he made everything so well done looh.i hoped BBQ can b on 1st night ..n BOOM .. he did it 4 moi!hapy lyk shit looh. haha.3rdly .. bestest buddy lar.so take care of moi even during work when i enter 1/2 year earlier den him. haha.somore stiL wanna take bus 7 to clementi 2 change bus 99 jus 2 accompany me.ur d best lar.4th .. LOUIS LAR!he ish so nice leh.everytime come down find me chit chat ..accompany me take bus 2 work .. wake moi up in d morning knowing i will b late. haha. wad d. peepS staying at jurong WEST ruLssss. kim tian (dear) + redhill (xiaomei) + toa payoh (darling) .. ur r not 4getten! =D chalet ish reaching le.im so damn anxious. hahahaha -smile-
Friday, September 23, 2005
posted at 3:46 PM
woo.met louis dis morning b4 going dwn carteL. we celebrated bestest buddy bdae 2dae. dou not many peepS turn up .. bud .. .. i believed we enjoyed our day riteS?we ate carteL .. plus a cake we bought 4 him .. haha. seriously .. we all ate tiL bloat tiL wanna burst leh.i hope everyone enjoyed d food anyway. =) den we went 2 K .. where darling had 2 leave earlier .. =( buden we stiL continued 2 k tiL 9pm ..yeay additional 1hr free. haha.louis and bestest buddy did sing in2 d mike ..yeay!got trained by us le. haha.darling. don b so sad okay?wads eva happen .. jus rmb i wiL b beside ya de.my shoulders will forever 4 ya 2 lie de. =) tml got work.HAHA!HAPY BDAE BESTEST BUDDY!! HAHA. U OLD LE. =P HOPE ALL UR WISHES CAN COME TRUE OKAY. *bud xxxxxxx ish mine* hahahah
Thursday, September 22, 2005
posted at 5:33 PM
love ish smth tt comes and go easily.it ish not d duration tt mattErs ..it shld b the period of time when 2 r 2gether.seriously .. feeLings come n go lyk wind.u might haf a wonderfuL past .. .. bud when d feeLing ish gone .. ..everything wiLL b thrown away in2 d air. who wiL ever cares abt dos precious and perfect moments we haf? hearing of dos things he say ..realy made moi think alof of stuffs. relationship .. ish tt smth so important?2 me ..YES! cos i love him. bud i cant controL my fucked up attitude.i owaes expected alot from him bcos he ish my boyfrend. bud .. .. we owaes ended up by him giving in 2 me.i considered .. how long can he take it? bud seriously .. i stiL cant controL myself frm showing attitude.she left him.in 1 night time. everything jus changed in tt split second.can tt b counted s true love? r we realy in love?
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
posted at 2:00 PM
im getting pissed off by d internet connectionmy sis did not pay d biLL .. n i haf no internet connection 2 use.im tapping on othErs everynight.it ish realy pissing me off .. wrote my blog BUD got a `pls refresh page` when i press save.do ya know how irritating tt can be? 2dae ish dEar bdae.seriously .. i din enjoy d day c much ..n i know he din as weLL.bud he act tiL he does. im such a faiLure .. i get pissed off easily. i keep on getting irritated by him. haiS.we r so bored when we r outside.we had less den 5 sentence of conversation when we was on d way home.r we getting bored of each other? r things jus gonna end lyk dis? haiS.i don wanna think anymore.im going 2 bed. gd niteS.once agn. hapy bdae dear.n sory abt my fucked up attitude 2dae. hope u enjoyed ur day n lyk ur present.
Monday, September 19, 2005
posted at 4:01 PM
i regretted.regretted not going 2 work .. n choosing 2 pon instead.n c wads it cost .. .. 
yeah! im damn dulan lar.it cost moi 40bucks leh. lyk wads d looh. DAMMINT!!who ask 2dae 2 b a SUNDAY? WHY??? im duLan lar. hmm .. after tt i went 2 meet d LIMS 2 a bdae dinner treat frm sheena jie.it was at keppeL country club .. it was a v speciaL buffet dinner .. it comes wif different rounds looh. we had 6 peepS .. n we haf 18 dishes. after d dinner .. .. all n i meant ALL our stomachs bloated up. haha.great dinner we had. ~winks~ thanks d Lims agn. den we went back 2 cut cake. steven bought haggen-daz icecream cake .. DAMN! it was lyk in heaven when u took d 1st bite lar. haha. buden d cake ish v expensive .. .. haha. i don wanna b late tmL anymore le.some1 movtivate moi can?BANGWALL !! !! !! arhh duan .. pls remind moi 2 take picS d next time i c u can. haha. mud-sis .. .. i realy love 2 meet u gerS de. next time gimme a day okay? cos i need 2 take off de. haha.love u gerS. MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
posted at 6:59 PM
i got nth much 2 blog 2dae. im glad .. moi n u r stiL sharing things we aint shld b sharing. =)im realy 101% hapy lar. haha. ermm .. moi legs r v tired!! im looking 4ward 4 dear bdae .. yizhi bdae n of cos my class chalet. haha. =D im gonna work tmL agn!! buden gonna meet d LIMS 4 dinner tml .. haha. n im not gonna take cab anymore!! i wanna take BUS!! hahahaha. hope i wiL fuLfiL dis lar. =) i think ish oready d 5th dae le rites?c! jery does not read my blog. sad lar. i love u stacy! haha.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
posted at 4:16 PM
i did not managed 2 wake up in time 2 meet dear dis morning. haha. buden we met up arnd 2pm ..wif him coming 2 clementi cos he jus WANNNA go haf his LUNCH! so .. we went tanjong pager upon his request ..and had d rice der. haha. den i missed my arhh boy ..so i decided 2 buy him a educational book .. im nice rites? haha. dear shared wif moi too.hope arhh boy will lyk d present lar. =) den we went 2 take neoprints ..i won scan it out .. cos i know he will kill moi. haha.jus lyk any other boys except augS n Louis.. jery jus dislyk taking picS .. haha.buden 2dae was a speciaL occassion .. so he broke d ruLe. =D im fortunate .. i know. haha. den i met up wif sister, xiaomei and pauline ..not 4getting darreL lar. haha. we all bought alot of thins .. n spend quite alot of money. dear and moi bought sheena jie n aunty bdae presents ..hope dey wiL lyk it. =) i haf a good n a bad news 2 announce 2 my class. bad news ish .. .. i cant stay on d chalet .. bud d gd news ish .. . im gonna TON on d 2nd nights!! hahahaha. darling .. .. lets countdown kay. =D love ya. im living in happiness .. i will apprecitate everyone arnd moi .. .. yeay. i wiLL. =) jus lyk augS .. we all don HATE jensen okay. we jus simply cant accecpt his imitate actions. derS a difference .. .. .. it does. =)
Friday, September 16, 2005
posted at 4:18 PM
i blogged jus now.bud ish gone. now i don haf d mood 4 a long blog. ha! so .. hapy 1 and a half year anniversary dear.. dou i know u won read .. bud yar .. hahaha.n remember .. u only haf 2 weeks left. =) ermm.. .. 2dae was great. haha. d SHORT .. SHARP .. SWEET summary i haf har. =D
Thursday, September 15, 2005
posted at 4:49 PM
i realise something ..i know nth abt my family anymore.im only at home during my sleeping times. i gues .. im realy a bad sister n daughter. mommy has got an operation n i haf no idea abt it. so many things happening at home .. n i know NUTS abt it. i miss arhh boy so much.i went 2 hug him after my work 2dae .. n i found out tt he became so much darker. den i ask my sister .. `he went 2 tan?` .. her reply was damn hurting. `u mean u din know? since sunday leh!` .. .. .. ish oready thurs n i din know arhh boy went swimming on sunday n got darker. wads a failure man.i had decided. i need 2 spend more time at home.despite working .. .. rest of time i need 2 b at home.if not .. .. arhh boy will start 2 4get tt he has a `arhh ger jie` im hurt. so sad. =( dear. i need 2 go home more often le ..won b able 2 go ur place even dou i end work early.pls understand kay. haiS. i miss my noisy family.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
posted at 5:16 PM
i know. i did not blog 4 some dayS.bud .. did any1 read anyway? hmmm.any1 .. HELLOO .. anyone? i know jerry does not. lets count how many days b4 he voice it out. =) home sweet home. finaly!! i was spending my last 2 dayS at grandma hse.everything was fine.bud seriously ish damn HOT!! i cant slp.n i miss my bed .. my aircon. haha. im chionging wrk lyk no tmL.hafing 3 dayS of FULL SHIFT!! cooL har?yizhi n kenneth jus joined 2dae.glad 2 know tt bestest buddy enjoyed his day. haha.sent darling 2 mrt during work 2dae ..i don care. cos i miss darling. =( BUD BUD .. im seriously missing jerry.i had not seen him 4 1 week.d longest record in history le. =(i haf no time. everyday so pack n busy.my dear boy .. how r ya? sory tt i neglected ya .. seriously .. .. hope ur maple makes ya feel better.love ya~ i wanna change hp. 6230i .. .. comments? i don wanna b late 4 work anymore.NOOOOOO!!so im going 2 bed le .. haha.nights. finaly im seeing jerry tml. =D
Saturday, September 10, 2005
posted at 6:49 PM
everyone feeLs d same way BUD no 1s dare 2 voice out.n when i do ..i become d `bad person` !! my bao bei sayS .. blog ish my ONLINE DARIY.meaning i can blog wadseva i wanna .. so .. who can stop me?i blog abt jery's bad when we quarreL ..i blog abt how bad my famiLy treatS me .. i blog abt everything .. .. cos im justine. mayb u might not lyk wads i written .,bud too bad! cos i oready did. i do not n don care who readS n get upset/hapy/angry over my blog ..cos ish MY blog~ buden if u r d listed peepS below .. den i wiL care .. if not .. mian tan!! (tiffany,Eunice,pauline,shuhua,jolene,cyn n DEAR!) i blog wads i feeL .. jus accept it okay? buden if ya gonna `not frend` me .. den i haf no comments. i haf plenty of frends .. =) *proud*u peep! voice out!i know u peepS don dare ..y not jus support moi at moi tag? if not im d baddy agn. -_- im dead beat. worked so many hrs. legs stepped on lemon .. v suan! haha. hapy bade KEITH!! =D u r d same age at moi now .. yeay. hapy mah? buden don abuse ur age limit hor .. anyhow buy *ahem ahem* !! shen ri kuai le. =))
Thursday, September 08, 2005
posted at 3:31 PM
yeay! gd bye my sem1 sch .. finaLy d long awaited day man! buden i did not end dis day quite goodly lar .. cos im gonna faiL my COS! haha. darling .. im no kidding.seriously dis time rnd was damn bad .. .. i got a o'level 4 f&n feeL. haha. buden who careS?sch ish over .. yeay! bud .. .. im gonna miss u aLL. =( i went 2 work after exams 2dae.okay lar. i know abit offset rites? did not go celebrate buden went working instead. cos hor .. carteL needs manpower lar. BUD .. nvm!! cos bestest buddy n kenneth ish gonna join moi soon! yeay! =D oh yar. i wanna mention somting. jensen arhh jensen .. i think u mention smth abt `someone` being `touchy` last time rites? den how come u r so touchy 2 my property now?! watch ur behaviour arhh. mmmm!! oh yar. go back 2 d good stuffs. after my work .. we went lau pa sat instead. haha.cos kenneth strongly disagree on MS. look! i did d scanning okay keith.
aldou it was jus a light dinner .. bud we had lots of fun. den we proceed 2 to merlion park ..actualy darling n kenneth wanted esplande .. buden we happen 2 reach der n rest our lazy butts. haha. den we played true or dare. can ya believe it?everyone kena except 4 JUSTINE! how heng can i b looh? hahahahaanyway .. mouths ZIPPED on everything 2dae har. =) u peepS rox. i got d urge .. .. d urge 4 ice-cream.n gues where we went? HAAGEN-DAZS! haha.dey r so on looh .. we all went n i tasted damn delicious ice cream .. especailly when sharing with darLing. haha. shy.n once agn keith .. i did d scanning! haha.
den .. end of d day?NAH! we continue chatting n chatting .. we sat at d pair of chopsticks der .. mrt stn looking at `breakers`! haha.okay lar. den we end it a day cos dear wanna moi 2 reach home b4 12am. =) i slept lyk a dead log on d train .. thanks d 3 wonderfuL guys 4 protection. haha.wondering where did augS went 2? he suddenly decided not 2 join us looh. haiS. damn sad. buden we tot keith wud pang seh us too ..BUDEN .. KEITH ISH SO NICEEE!! 3 CHEERS 2 KEITH!!!!!! *kiss* haha.dou he ish nice .. bud he stiL ask bestest buddy n louis 2 drink wif him. -_-bad influence. haha. 2dae was great!!im loving darling n dear more. haha. MUACKssss 2 both. ~shy~
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
posted at 2:22 PM
even if a thousands sory cant do anything.i hate apologising! i simply despite u. get outta my life. i don needu 2 `make it worst` ! im damn hapy wif wads i haf now. back off. u think ur reasons can make everything okay?u think im joking when i bloody hell says im angry? i know! u jus think tt im being unreasonable n throwing my bloody temper arnd. bud LOOK! here i am throwing my temper agn.bud wads can u do?!! i can blog a million times saying how much i hate u. can u control me? bloody NO!cos ish my hands ..im typing .. can u controL?big fat hope! in d 1st place .. u don even read!do u care? DO U?u dont! so wads u having d rights of being my bf when u don even care?! im sick of everything! n i had said it lots of time. bud i don care! i will continue 2 repeat dis a zillion times! u love SMOKING n GAMING .. u jus don love me! n listen up.i have my life n from 2dae onwards ..im gonna bloody hell not caring 4 u anymore.don expect moi 2 come knocking at ur door anymore.i won BOTHER wasting my efforts anymore ..i don wanna sit on d chair looking at u play ur game!im gonna lead my life n days damn busy tiL i haf no time 4 u!WADEVAS kay!u r freaking moi out!! sucker!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
posted at 2:34 PM
finaly!! 1 dwn .. 1 more 2 go. haha. i jus waved goodbye 2 CM .. n 2dayS later .. im gonna say BYE BYE 2 COS! haha.den i wiLL welcome my hoLis with open armS. yeay~ haha. i studied wif darLing 2dae at her place.jing ming so cutEs .. i love his cheekS. haha. darLing .. i realy enjoyed d tok we had 2dae. bud SHIT ..we r becoming so `san ba` leh!budEn nvm .. .. i LYK! haha.darLing .. u rox man. =) dEn i met dEar cos darLing psycho moi 2 go find him!haha. dEn i studiEd 1 lecture .. i haf 2 more lectureS 2 go .. .. dEn i can relac leh. haha. =D hmm .. no summary 4 2dae. haha.
Monday, September 05, 2005
posted at 5:19 PM
i was supposed 2 meet darling n augS 2 study dis morning.suppose-ing-ly only moi n darLing de looh.den stupid augS come n b light buLb! haha. =Xden who knowS der r more 2 come.keith, gerald n cyn appeared too. haha.buden crowds r gd .. i love crowds.we did studied. 3 cheers 4 us. haha. i wanna get dis week d I-magazine.who can help moi buy? i DIE DIE oso wanna buy d mag. plssss .. anyone and everyone .. .. pls buy a copy 4 moi if u happen 2 c 1s.ish aLL sold out at toa payoh!! wad d!! any hao xin ren arnd? =( anyway .. thanks darling 4 roaming arnd tpy centraL wif moi 4 d mag. haha. n thanks 4 forcing moi 2 do tt complicated qns n i sloved it !! haha. muackssss. dear arhh. got study mah? don owaes play game har. n .. .. can ya love moi more? i don feel being loved s much le. haha. don love moi more den i run away den u know harr ..got alot of peep wanna moi de hor! haha.hor darling n sister? =X hafing CM test tmL.gd luck 2 all peepS .. pass wif flying colours har. =)
Saturday, September 03, 2005
posted at 6:30 PM
tts it! i finaly bid farewell 2 FSP! haha. don splash water kay.i don care abt next sem .. at least i know i had completed sem1 de programming! =D*proud* leh!! haha. demo was okay 2dae .. thanks mani 4 jus asking 1 difficult qns. hahaden i met up wif sister 2 study at dear hse.we realy did studied kay.thanks sister 4 ur accompany 2dae. =) n sory abt tmL .. i cant make it. other day okay? i love my sister. haha. ~shy~ working time past damn quickly 2dae.don ask y .. cos i haf no idea. haha.buden shi neng short of 47bucks ..dono wads d heck happened looh.hope jake ish able 2 find d money back 4 him .. .. mmmm. im tired. gd nites.dear. u picked up her call. =(
Friday, September 02, 2005
posted at 3:05 PM
i wanna apologise .. 2 MR TAN!! cos i was not able 2 turn up at his every last class 2dae.i overslpt lar. damn! i loveee tt teacher .. shit. =( anyway thanks darling 4 waking moi up dis morning. haha. we had pastamania 4 lunch..damn! it was awfuL lar.i won wanna der anymore lar! i think only d coke attracted moi appetite kay? arghh!! i had a tiff wif keith .. bud we r PEACE agn. rites? ~winks~ den hanxiang, louis, baobei, darling n moi watched HERBIE.seriously .. tt show ish DAMN NICE larr!! everyone MUS watch kay? tt louis .. keep luffing beside moi .. .. haha. damn cuteS! =Dden i met up wif dear. i oready expected dis ending.i knew he ish gonna win 2nite .. ..im not disapponited ..cos the SUPERSTAR in my heart is derrick! haha. =D derrick ruLs!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
posted at 2:30 PM
cong qian cong qian ..you ge ren ai wo hen jiu .. when it 1st started .. everything was so sweet n lovely.that is human nature .. i know. im in pain. my expectations are stabbing thorns in2 my heart.when ders a increase in expectations .. der will be oso an increase in `smashing of hopes`! u will owaes haf ur reason 2 cover ..n owaes thinking tt im d 1s at fault.ur `because` and `so that` are killing me ..so heavy tt i canot breathe. who r u? how comes it seems so familiar bud so stranger? is it me or you? i dono. im kinda of tired. haiS. maybe .. i should not have expected so much.
justine