i swear i omost freaked out when i see the blood cloth beside my eye ball!
i hope it will be gone tml morning after i wake up.
my eyes cant afford to go wrong. =(

its freaking horrible to see how human change.
i cant believe it ..
wadsever the outcome it ..
i thank you for entering my life before. =)

sometimes i realise ..
i realy need a place for me to voice outs.
and thats where i guess ..
my blog is back. =)

welcome to my blog .. .. once again!

I did not create a new account as i did not want to lose any of my old memories.

i apologise for not annoucning my blog address to you guys..
cos i think i just need some silent moments.

a new look.

ALL CREDITS GIVEN TO:
MR. BEAR ZHIXIONG!


from the bottom of my stupid brain ..
i sincerely thank you a million + zillion lar!
for all the stupid and basic qns i asked you ..
can u not increase my debt or add GST? hahahaha.

once again .. thanks alot! =)
you are a nice man.

becos you still helped me downloaded mp3 cutter.
and taught me how 2 use it despite how stupid i am.
in future .. i can cut my own songs le!
YEAY!!!

my frend, zhixiong aka bear is a genius!!
*except for the part where he drank a cup of pure jimbeam in a shot and vomited lyk a drunken old man in a posh resturant at orchard road.*
BUT .. on the summary .. hes a nice man!
and he is interested in local gers.
AND he is rich!
any of my single frends interestedd? hahahaha.

watched spiderman3 with boyfrend today.
i tot its rather nice.
its had storyline!
so .. if u r looking for more action pacts *violence i meant* ..
then mayb u wont realy lyk the movie.
harry is cute. hor darling? hahaha.

not forgetting!
i had a unforgetable last night.
becos boyfrend left my bag in the cable car and forgot to take.
yeps! cable car! hahaha.
i went up mount faber with my love ones for buffet steamboat.
its a realy nice place!
we all had a greatime ..
walked up the hills and decided to take d cable car down.
boyfrend is afraid of heights.
the way he scream at me becos i was sitting with the other 2 *which makes him think that the cable car would be unbalanced* and holding on to my hands real tightly while sweating profusely ..
so cutes la!!

oh ya!
darling calls boyfrend Chilli in DARK SOY SAUCE!
which happens to be his favourite kinda of chilli. hahahaha.
*why? becos he was dress in red tt night*

laopo as usual ..
the 大胃王！
darling is so amazed by her appetite! hahaha.












im a huge eater too. tts y boyfrend calls me FAT!
darling .. we gotta work harder next week.

photos to share~




































for more pics.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/8138285@N02/show/

its frightening how people changed.
live on your life .. cos its yours.
you only haf 1 life .. so treasure it and do the RIGHT ting.
so .. stop being a nuisance.
listen to your mom!
do your homework. o.0



[ Zx <> says:
u know ah, whenever u update ur blog, i check mail tat time will know ]

like i mention .. my frend zhixiong is a genius!
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i had a fun and amazing day 2dae.
NOPE!
nth to do with my boyfrend.
just me and the natural surroundings. =)

one of a colleage caught a bird.
a chicken size bird.
a bird that was injured but still insist to fly.
a bird that has BLOOD SHOT EYES!!
anyway .. good job davy.
you saved the chicken size injured blood shot eyes brid.
hahahaha.
oh! we called SPCA! =D


another thing is that ..
today rain was HUGE!
i show you evidence.













for that spilt second .. i suddenly felt lyk swimming!
hahahaha.
darling MUS be picturing of end of world. rites? hahahaha.

oh!
if you know me well enough ..
im in love with kinder bureno.
and guess wads i recieved from the bird save-er 2dae?













ITS FROM AUSTRALIA!!
and i so so don bear to eat it larr.
so mayb after 3hrs or so ..
i decided to meddle with it .. and started to take pics of it.
AND THATS WHY I REALISE ..
IT HAS ALREADY EXPIRED LAR!!
*lucky ting i never eat* hahahha.
darling .. is your stomach oks? =X

apart from all the annoying things that you have done ..
im still annoyed!

go away. disgusting you!

last but not least ..
spot the difference!















































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humans beings are so hard to please.

they never get contented with what they have.
its true.
admit it bloodly hell.

in relationship..
a couple OFTEN quarrell over attention and concern each gave.
that is becos ..
both party will never be contented with d amount the other party gave.
b4 getting together .. you used to be so sweet.
and even if now u became as sweet lyk the past .. i expect you to be more romantic.
therefore, human beings are hard to please.

and in friendship ..
one would also expected his/her frend to show out more "evidence" that he/she is being treasured.
today i smsed you .. and in future you would expect me to call you.
so when i started calling you .. you would expect me to go out often with you. rites?
therefore, human beings are hard to please.

and in kinship ..
im jealous that you buy computer for my younger brother.
then i ask you to buy me a laptop.
after getting hold of the laptop .. i request for a printer cum scanner to go with it. agree?
therefore, human beings are hard to please.

and in workman / studying'ship ..
from failed i achieved a D grade pass.
you aint contented. you pushed me till i score C grade.
and when i achieved C grade?
naturally u pushed me till B grades.
therefore, human beings are hard to please.

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i have mentioned.
im hapy with my current life.

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you made YOUR decision.
don try and push it to others and cry under your blanket.
i haf to be mean.
becos i need to wake YOU up!
you are making someone's life MISERABLE while enjoying your LIFE there.
dont you feel the pain and the blood that is dripping of him/her?!
my goshh!
im aching in PAIN!


humans changed.
don bother telling me that you are still you.
in this world ..
the BAD things spread faster than the good ones.
i had learnt to grow up and accept FACTS in a faster and stronger manner.
i should thank you in giving my this lesson.



you seems hapy. i wish you.




i had learnt not to be so selfish.
i don see any JOY in seeing you suffering over here.
*i aint as pervertic as some people out there in this world.*
if returning would makes your life better and easier ..
then go ahead.
i promise that i would be right here waiting for you.
i would not haf any affairs or flings when you are gone.
as you are the only one in my eyes.
*im sory someone*

wherever you go ..
whatever you do ..
i would be right here waiting for you.
whatever it takes ..
ot how my heart breaks ..
i would be right here waiting for youu.
my love.



















comments are free to be made.
INFRONT OF ME! NOT BEHIND ME!
THOSE MADE BHIND .. I WILL CURSE AND SWEAR!
I DON FUCKING CARE!








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HAPY


20TH


BIRTHDAY


MY LOVE, AMY!










*dou u will never get to read this.*
muacks. i love you.








the one that allows me to forever remain as her wallpaper!!


























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*chun is still mine! hahahaha*

starting of a new month ..
starting a new life.

its labour day.
n thanks to labour day .. i got a day off from workk.
the nice and sleepy environment work that i've got.

laopo says it seems lyk im MIA-ing from my surrounding.
that i agree.
i lived in much peace and joy during my MIA.
i forget abt the troubles ..
the jealously i got ..
the un-security i had .. ..
FORGET abt everyt and everyt and lie on my bed and watch TV.
my life only has boyfrend and darlingg ..
and of cos my family.

im loving the way im living now.
i dont blog becos nth much happen in my daily life.
therefore nth much to blog.

UNLESS i come across something funy, angry or irritating that urges me to blog.
or maby .. cos my PL sms me and bug me to blog?
which she don do it anymore.
she rather tag DAM!
hor PL????? heh heh.

anyway .. im not jesus .. neither am i budha.
i cant share my love and concern equally among everyone.
mayb on d day that i'm able to do so ..
you will see me carrying a container and placing every single ant i come across ..
making sure they will not get step to death by humans.
i oso cant make you hapy everyday.
becos im learning to be a happier person.
cant i keep that little effort that i made you happy to make myself happier?
*wah! very chim heh?*

wadsever.

laopo tells me that she suddenly hates blogs.
she says she hates typing out words becos she is not good at it.
she says she cant express how much she loves me thru entrys.
she says she cant post pics of me and her becos stupid blogger has problems.
but i told her ..
i suddenly feels very heartache for you.
i want to hug her and french kiss her!
CAN?
n whoever is thinking bad of her or talking bad abt her will haf his/her karma!
!@#$%^&*
darlingg .. find tt page on bad mouthing and tag it out! hahahaha.
*ahem! forgive me*

PL!
lets 4get abt the guys.
build our own frendship.
i don see the need of them inferring our love life.
agree?
we should stay together and love each other even more.
so tag me and ask me to blog! =(
hahahaha.


aiya!
stupid emo feelings upon me.


I WILL TREASURE YOU IF ONLY YOU DONT CROSS THE
BLODDY LINE!


DAMNIT!



oh! smth tt made me happy.
i got back in contact with my long lost frend.
liduan!! =)







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I


HATE


MIRCOSOFT VISO!!!!




FUCK!
because cyn says she hate ppl who spells it wrongly!






i had been meddling with my gantt chart since 8pm!
till fucking NOW!


im pissed!

something to confess.

i may seem nice, friendly and realy playful with you ..
i mean if your attitude is right ..
my temper will remain calm and peaceful.

BUT!!


don cross the limit!!
whoever you think you are.
im PISSED several times already.

thank you for your cooperation.

*sometimes humans are just so irritating.*

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im so speechless~
is there such a need?
i mean .. wads do you gain from this?
or maybe it just makes ur pervertic heart feel more comfortable!!
oops! =X
hahahaha.

ahhh. wads ever!















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2nd day of the 2nd week.

i guess im already use to waking up early in the morning le.
i hafen been LATE b4 lehs!
hahahaha.
can i haf a round of applause?

nth much happen 2day.
but remember me saying in the previous entry tt i became 933 loyal fans already?
so .. think if possible ..
i will blog abt any interesting thing i hear on air everytime i come online oks? =)

oks!
firstly, i finaly get to hear S.H.E brand new single!!
i think me and my love ones will have a hard time singing it in K already!
hahahaha.
very very nice song.

next, this DJ was saying something realy realy very interesting.
i was like STUNNED and FROZED on the spot la!
oks .. here it goes.

some doctors and professionals from some ang moh country research and realise that ..
eating dark chocolate actualy irritate one body's "highness" much more than french kissing!
its researched and proven on 20 teenagers that one will have bigger "reaction" and longer lasting "feel".
*its up to you to fill in the blanks*
amazing rites?!! hahahaha.

im in love with this!
















im realy counting down to FRIDAY!! =)
love ones .. wait for me oks!

anyway .. recently some of my love one are being hurt emontionally.
therefore here ..
i realy hope that you guys will be outta the roller coaster real soon ..
and welcome me with all your smile and laughters oks?? =)
笑一笑，没什么大不了~






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for the first time in my life ..
i fell aslp during working hours.
i swear i din mean it la ..
just tt its too bored and i realy dono wads to do!
hahahaha.

oks la!
not the first time,
should be the second time.
i hate to remember any pleasant tings tt occured in cartel BUT yah ..
i was very tired on a certain day and i got permission to slp in the office all the way till closing time. HAH!
hate me do you?

i had plans for myself already ..
you do not need to worry for me. =)
and i don need competition .. i feel that it completely USELESS!! [

[MARRIAGE]
im not getting married.
don wory.
just that wads ever i came across today is jus so related to marriage.
firstly,
when both me and darling ended worked ..
we saw a couple taking their wedding pictures on the track la!
i mean .. is lyk SO MEANINGFUL la. *at least for me it is*
imagine if both of them met each other through track,
develop their love through track ..
and even compromise to be ONE through track ..
















its lyk a damn MEANINGFUL la!!
aint it??
then .. im starting to wonder .. ..
where would mine be held? at those normal photo studio??
wont it gonna be so no life? hahaha.

and when on my way home ..
*i became 933 loyal fans eversince i started my attachment* ..
this DJ was toking abt marriage.
she introduce this song which i think is very cutes.

你说你有一只可爱的小狗
总是埋怨你不懂得照顾它
又说你有一间美丽的厨房
只可惜没有飘过饭菜香

我不哭不笑不点头也不摇头
看着你的汗像下雨一样的流
要等你说够一百个求婚的理由
量一量我在你的心中到底有多重

你说你一有钱就花得光光
实在需要人替你管管账
又说你朋友总会欺负你傻
得靠聪明的伴帮你别上当

我不哭不笑不点头也不摇头
假装你的话还不够让我感动
我非要听够一百个求婚的理由
谁叫你 你让我等这天等了那么久

你说你厚厚胸膛冬暖夏凉
靠着你保证睡得特别香
又说你虽然平常记性不好
老婆交待的话可就不会忘

VERY CUTES rites?! hahaha.
and the DJ was saying that nowadays people are neglecting chinese pop songs already.
seldom one can hear chinese pop song on a wedding.
which i think is very true ..
therefore being a LOVER for chinese songs ..
i swear tt my wedding would have at least ONE chinese song! hahaha.

being abit randaom ..
HAPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY ERJIE!!
SWEET 21ST!
may ur wish all come true =)
i love you. muackss.














it would be my turn next year! hhahaha.















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